I had been single to long

I had been single for over 5yrs. At first I wanted to work on myself. I had gone from one relationship to another straight into another and found that I was falling in love to quick or I should say I thought I was in love. Over and over again I did everything I could to stay in bad relationship just to be dumped so I told myself enough and took time off the rollercoaster.
I have to say it was very hard literally and figuratively to stay that way at first. After about a year or so it seemed to get alot easier, to go without sex. I did for a bit find it to be a good life only having to answer to myself. Next thing new it had over 5 yrs without any sexual relationships when I ran into a couple that wanted me to join there relationship and had a lot of fun! I forgot how much I love pussie and realized why i would fall in love so fast.
We would take turns fucking his wife, she gave great head. for a couple months it was how it worked he would fuck her then I would fuck her. One day the husband and I went out for drinks after work and he told me she wanted to watch him fuck me. Holy shit that caught me off gaurd I wanted to hightail and run and told him so. The next day the wife came by house and we talked about the situation. I'm not gay I don't find men attractive at all but she convinced me to go along with the plan. I today believe that once again I was afraid of lossing them. It was very weird till this point I had never on purpose touched his cock and he was having issues keeping hard so she told me to go down on him and for some reason I did. After he cummed he left the room and she road me hard till I cam.
I was very imbarast and didn't for days contact them! When they both stopped by my house and convinced me that was fine to be that way.
Once again I'm not gay but we had great time together. I never had sex with him but I found myself in middle alot:-) and found myself liking him fucking me while I eat his wife out. But I didn't want people find out so left the relationship.
Last year I met a women (2019) who enjoyed pegging and we hooked up from time to time until covid happened and we lost touch. For over a year was again I haven't had sex with anyone and for some reason it isn't the pussy I miss. It would be alot easier if I were gay but again I'm not.
So here I am all out there and I have been single to long again



Originally wrote august 2021

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