So I am now sat here contemplating my future. As some of you may have guessed that yesterday was a turning point for me. I have been here before, but because I had too much baggage I decided not to go ahead. You have heard it a thousand times. Thought it was wrong..blah,blah...tried to conform..blah blah..!On reflection this was a major mistake! All I achieved was misery.
So now I am excited to finally be doing what I should have done years ago, but at the same time filled with trepidation. How do I tell people, how will I live, can I keep my job? These thoughts a filling my head.
I suppose only time will tell! Will it be worth it! A DEFINITE Yes!
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9:56 pm Friday, 30th August, 2013
Thanx, Hun. As I say it is scary, but scary good. like a rollercoaster. I'm sure it will have as many ups and downs!img src="imagesadultemoticons029.gif" |
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9:59 pm Friday, 30th August, 2013
Thanx, Steph, I hope I can be as strong as you! I admire you and take strength knowing that there is life on the other side! XX |
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12:52 am Monday, 2nd September, 2013
Sorry, didn't post a blog yesterday. I had to go shopping. Unfortunately not that kind of shopping! However as I was wandering, buying bread etc; and checking out the latest offers in New Look and Dorothy Perkins, I was wondering how I had come to this point in my life? What in my psyche was so fundamentally different to every man I know? All I could come up with is that I am wired differently. When they look at a woman they see sexual attraction, I think 'That's a nice dress, I wonder where she bought it?' or 'I like her hair, I would like that style.' That is probably a little clumsy, but I hope you get the gist. Unfortunately I don't have the literary skills of Dickens or Wilde! |
