trying on-line dating for a while was a new concept for me, swinging and casual sex were new to me too, after feeling like I would never meet someone, finally I have made new friends, but its not as easy as I thought it was going to be,
I have met people to whom I have enjoyed their company or have grown very ford of, and this is the problem, I know we are all on here for the same reason, to get a little bit more fun passion, excitement etc.
but I find myself in a pain trap,
I see the people I know with other people having fun, although I am happy for them, it kills me inside.
I enjoy lust, passion,love,affection,joy, feeling submissive and even sometimes getting beat up.
but when it comes to spiritual pain I hate the emotion, and its not for me but is it normal to feel constantly torn apart?
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9:39 am Thursday, 22nd August, 2013
You are still young, and for the young sex is more of an emotional big deal than it is for the likes of me. I've done all the emotional stuff I care to do for one lifetime. |
