So today is my first day on the site and I have no idea what to expect. My birthday was a few days ago and I've had lots of time to think about what it is I want in my life.
Now for starters, I've had a very difficult life. I've struggled with lots of problems since I was young. But the last year has seen me come a long way toward getting better. I've lost a lot of weight and my health is a ton better now. Plus, I'm starting to see the light at the end of the tunnel as far as my mental health goes.
Even though I've had an incredibly difficult life, I still love being alive. This last year has renewed me in so many ways. I've never been in a serious relationship, as I am very shy about romance and sex. But I think I'm ready to put myself out there now.
True to my nature I'm pretty submissive. I try to be as sincere and genuine as I can in all things. It makes me happy to be praised and I love being told I am cute and doted on. I don't get that very often though, I'm 6'4 and 220 lbs. So I'm a very tall and broad person. People don't see the inner me when they meet me for the first time and it's so hard for me to show them. I hate that I am so big, I want to be cute, adorable even.
It is my hearts dearest wish to find a woman who is looking for someone like me. So here I am, on the site, starting what I hope is an incredible journey that will fulfil my dreams and find me the love of my life. :3
-SmallerInside
