I can't believe I've not written a blog post since December! But there's a reason for that - a good reason; a sexy one; in fact a VERY sexy one!
I joined this site and numerous others seeking cross-dressing and bi fun - I wanted lace, silk, and plenty of cock! It became an all encompassing missing, to feel REAL cock deep inside my tight virgin arse. Annnnnnnnddddd I failed!
But.... out of the blue I met someone else on this site, not a CD or a man, but a young woman! And she didn't want the CD lifestyle, but just liked my blogs - and it started as cyber friends; then mailing; then skyping; then chatting on the phone... to then actually meeting!
Meeting....a real life woman...!!!
As I met her there was no nervousness or awkwardness, just an amazing feeling that it was THIS that had been lacking in my life for the last 20+ years of my marriage. We had an amazing day together, just around various sites in London - with no expectation of sex or anything physical. And all of that was lovely! :-)
And in the evening we went back to my hotel room... Imagine the nervousness of getting into bed with another woman; kissing someone different... the first woman I've been with in over 20 years! My previous posts have been sexual and explicit... and what occurred that night (& since!) remains very much with me & her! But I felt the need to explain my absence from here - I just found someone else, who I get on with & ....???
Who knows what the future is for me & her OR me & the wife! My cross-dressing deception meant I adapted to this sneaking around pretty well - thankfully they have different sounding names, so as yet no slip ups! And I'm loving every minute, hour, and night of it! I've not cross-dressed since January... and not even considered it.
It's not something I've repressed or turned off - it's just my sexual curiosity, needs and desires have been replaced by an amazingly sexy and horny young lady (who remains nameness!). My infrequent and boring vanilla sex at home has been replaced with the most exciting and boundary pushing sex of my life - yet still with a loving caring tenderness.
I thank everyone who I've mailed, chatted with, or met on here.... and who knows, once this amazing journey I'm on now ends ... I MAY be back!
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1:40 pm Saturday, 10th August, 2013
Thank you for your comment! I wasn't on here looking for anything other than sexual fun - something that HAD been severly lacking in my life for years and years and years; yet I also unexpectedly found closeness, friendship, affection, and sooooooo much more! My smile has also returned :-) |
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2:18 pm Saturday, 10th August, 2013
wow! Just wow! |
