This week I had a chance to delve into a submissive role with a Goddess. The reasons why, after the fact ruined a real possibility.
After self analysis I believe I was scared of failing her. I know it wasn't my decision to make, but I made that mistake. I did apologize to her. I wish I could turn back time. Or is it like being on your first ever date all over? The first date you don't forget?
Part of me wants to beg her for forgiveness. The other part thinks it's best to leave her be.
I don't know the true answer to this.
I mean we never met face to face, but our communication struck home, in a place I never knew existed.
