A Major Change of Status

Well I officially became a cock sucker this past weekend. After 70+ years of life and a happy 45 year marriage (I lost her a few years ago to cancer) I can now confirm that I am that which I have been called in anger many times over the years. A fucking cock sucker (although a well fucked cock sucker might be more accurate). Let me explain.

I have been an occasional crossdresser for most of my adult life, a fetish that my wife knew about but didn't approve of and wanted no part of. Like most crossdressers I always considered myself to be hetrosexul and in fact never found myself attracted to another male. I just enjoyed wearing feminine clothing, the swirl of a skirt against my stocking clad legs as I walked in heels, the weight of and bounce of breast forms in a frilly bra, tight foundation garments, makeup, perfume I loved it all then I found myself alone and things changed.

Living alone quickly brought a new dimension to my crossdressing life. Over time I acquired a closet full of clothes and a dresser full of lingerie as well all the accoutrements that are neccessary to a well dressed gurl. Shoes (lots of shoes), makeup, jewelry, wigs, now that i didn't have to hide it I bought it all. It was still a private thing just for my own pleasure but more and more I felt the need to reach out and share with others who felt the same way. I made contact with another local gurl and later attended a 3 day TG/CD event for my first time out and had a great time but found myself wanting more and that leads to the rest of the story.

After talking to others and a lot of contemplation I decided to take the next step and after a lot of back and forth set up a date with a local CD that I had met before casually. She tends to be dominant and through a number of explicit late night chats I found that I'm evidently a complete submissive and the thought of bowing to her wishes turned me on ... a lot.

We met at my place, both dressed for an evening of exploration and for me a number of firsts. After a long conversation about what we both expected and a couple of glasses of wine I found myself on my knees in front of her lifting her skirt and pulling down her panties to free her then taking her into my mouth as she became erect and sucking and licking and even deep throating her until she came in my mouth and I swallowed her cum. After a bit of cleanup and makeup repair she bent me over the back of a chair and fucked my ass with a strap on until I begged her stop. Later that night I found myself face down in her crotch and ate another load then we showered together put on nighties , went to bed and cuddled until we both fell asleep. The next morning I woke to find her spooning me with a large erection pressing against my ass. When she saw I was awake she rolled over onto her back and had me service her again with my mouth. When she left later that morning she told me that she was going to buy me a chastity cage and lock up my pitiful little man clit and I could cum when I was with her if I learned to do it though anal penetration.

I learned several of what I'll call truths that weekend, at least truths for me.
1. I really am a cock sucker so it's no longer an insult, just the truth
2. Its OK to wrap your lips around a hard cock as long as you're wearing lipstick and you found it under a skirt
3. I am capable of deep throating at least 7" and think I could do more if motivated
4. Cum actually doesn't taste to bad
5. Getting fucked in the ass is OK if you're wearing panties and a. skirt. Maybe even normal
6. I think I'll be able to cum from a good ass fucking, at least after. some more practice.
7. No matter how straight you think you are NEVER SAY NEVER.

Bobbie M

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