as a male, the media puts allot of mixed signals out there and through peer pressure I got the wrong start in life,
I was told that listening to certain types of music and practising certain types of fitness were classed as being gay and was made to feel like gay people were criminals or rejects or something and for a big part of my youth I followed this,
after waking up to this dis-functioning society I realised enough was enough and that I can do what I want.
I now practice yoga, enjoy listening to new age music and have gay friends,
getting over these issues I found a new lease in confidence and embraced my sexual desires as-well and have found I have many new delights in my life. these include a prostate massager which although I do not find men attractive I love the feeling of my massager. it has opened up a whole new set of sensations for me,
getting stretched and having myself pushed came from yoga and love the shaky feeling after when I have been worked so hard I can barely stand and I also found I have a thing for torsos and get overwhelming emotions when around women in ankle socks and other sports and aerobics wear and want to embrace these fetishes with other partners but how do you raise the issues without them freaking and going weird on you?
