Getting over the nerves and anxiety!

For years and years I had thought of and fantasized about be with a man. The thought of it was always so appealing and arousing but seemed so far away. Even in some of my most intoxicated evenings never could I bring my self to conquer the nervousness and anxiety.


Yes I had been fucked before but only by women, girlfriends and the last 15 years it's been my wife. The conversation about wanting to be with a man never came up until the last few years though. And it was more of having someone join in and not solo.


About a year ago we were getting ready to move halfway across the country. I was driving the moving truck down by myself and all I could think about was having the opportunity to be with a man. I had meet some one online through doublelist and made arrangements to meet up with them while I was in town unloading the moving truck.


I went out and bought a sexy red lingerie outfit because he said he loved red. Yes the one in the photos. Got a hotel, a bottle of rum and had a few other relaxing favors in order to calm the nerves. I was ready! Showered, cleaned up and got all dolled up! Honestly I had thought it was one of my best make up jobs. And the outfit was super sexy.


Yet I chickened out!!


Don't get me wrong, I wanted to so bad but just couldn't go through with it for some reason. I still played with all my dildos and made a night of it, but felt bad ghosting him.


So I went home feeling like I had missed out on an opportunity. I eventually told him that I chickened out and would love to make it up to him if the opportunity presented itself.


Well that opportunity came and I came through for him!! Once again, got all dolled up, same red outfit and had just a single drink. It seemed to actually help not being all trashed.


It was fabulous!!! He was a big shorter and more stocky than I had thought, could be that in 6 inch heels I'm almost 6 foot 4 to!! Anyway, he was nice and understanding about the previous failed meet up. And I tell you his cock was throbbing for me. Which made me feel so sexy and feminine!! Trying to take that thick, dark rod in my mouth was a bit harder than I thought it would be but once I got going I got going!! Made him.cum in under two minutes!!! Then after a minute or so he was ready to go again. He took me doggy style, popping that big head in and out of my perky starfish! I then took him to the couch and rode the massive member reverse cowgirl!! Made my pussy so wet!


So finally I got over the nervousness and anxiety of being with a man and now I can't wait till the next time. Who knows when that will be but in the mean time I'll just keep riding those fake cocks and having my wife fuck me!!


Thanks for reading!! Hope you enjoyed💋💋

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