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I'm going through the change, I think

6:00 pm Wednesday, 6th February, 2013

I’ve had some wonderful and uplifting days recently, that have opened my eyes somewhat, and I thought I would just write a therapy blog this time. It will be disjointed and self centred, but it will be my mind dump for the moment.
I recently blogged asking if I should tone down my profile and pics, and the response was a general “be yourself” , so I thought to myself what is “myself” ? That got me deeper into thought, and my head started to hurt. The upshot is that after some nice messages and chats and stuff, I decided to send some of the pics and movies into “Private” and tinkered with the profile words. I thought much deeper about who I am, and I know that I am suppressing lots within me. My circumstances (short, old and chubby and in a marriage devoid of sex) mean that I will never, now, dress, and I feel that is the problem. I have a soft side to me that I smothered with my coarse pics and profile, and I am starting to realize that it is the soft side I should be living. So I think I shall dispense with my public d.o.m. approach and only arrange future meets with CD/TV/TS, because they are the nicest people of all and it is with those ladies that I feel most comfortable. They have always treated me wonderfully, both in meets and on chat. I know that this will reduce my meets dramatically, and I will still need sex, and I guess that I will slip into casual unplanned car park stuff for that, although I would far rather have the warmth and fun of the wonderful CD/TVs that are on here.
Well that is it, my mind dump for today. No doubt I will save this and regret it immediately for the rambling that it is, but, well, I am me, and wysiwyg.

Jerry xxxxxx

Update Feb 8 2013 - I have taken a dip and altered my profile to reflect my changes above and also withdrawn most of my pictures into the private area. I feel more comfortable right now, but how long will that last?



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