Although all of my blogs have been about my obvious desires for cock (and I HAVE soooo enjoyed all my experiences so far on my quest for cock fun) I recently searched on here for women - to just see if any women would be interested in a cross-dressing,horny, and amazingly sexually-frustrated man such as myself??! Amaxingly I have had some great chats on line, a sharing of fantasies, some horny cyber-sex, a dirty web-cam (watching as she fucked herself with a vibrator, imploring me to cum in my hands and to eat my own cum - that I lustily did) and even the promise of a meet (that has not YET occurred, but I'm still hoping...!). Recently I also sent a mail to a young sexy lady who was searching for 'sexy new experiences' (hopefully she knows who she is!!!). She had just one photo - that was not provacative, revealing or explicit - but that was soooooo sexually arousing, alluring & intriguing that I sent a quick mail to just say 'hi'. Amazingly she responded, and asked me 'what sexaual experiences I'd love to try with her' - and this responded in a lengthy (actually 3 lengthy!!!) e-mails where I detailed all my sexual fantasies that had obviously been pent up over 20+ years of sexual-marriage-frustration!!! In writing these I realised there was soooo many horny things I'd never even done with the wife.
However after sending one of the mails, my wife shouted downstairs whether I was going to work all night long or going to come to bed. Her tone didn't imply that it was my lucky night, and my birthday is not for another month or so! - and it had been at least 6 weeks since we had ANY sexual interactions. So, I came to bed thinking it would be the usual kiss, cuddle, and sleep. However I was COMPLETELY mistaken! When I walked through the door, I was told with a smile 'shut the door, and come and fuck me'! Now my wife has rarely initiated sex, and even more rarely used dirty/sexy talk. Even more shockingly, when I quickly stripped & eagerly got in bed I found out that she was wearing her sexy knickers, and suspender belt & new black silk stockings. When I pulled back the covers to reveal her amazingly sexy lingerie, and her beautiful body I had obviously sat there shocked with my tongue out - as my wife said, 'don't just have look, come touch me. NOW'!!!
Therefore I quickly cuddled up to her and gave her a tender, sensual & loving-yet-horny kiss. Whilst passionately kissing her I gently stroked my hand down her face, to her arms, to gently rest upon her breasts and bra. Usually sex is so routine that for many years now it always follows the routine of: kiss, cuddle, suck on nipples, I give her oral, she cums within about 4-5 mins, quick wank, condom on, make love (start missionary, then doggy, end up in spoons, then I massage her clit whilst making love, then cum - then sleep!!!). Every time, as part of my 4-6 weekly sympathy shag, it's the same!!! It's great when I get sex, and my wife says she loves it, but I feel soooo empty and frustrated afterwards as it feels like a tick-in-the box activity - with no passion, spontaneity or fun.
However this time it was obvious that this was going to be different. From my mails to the beautiful young lady I'd stated my desires to spend lots of time exploring her sensuous body, to find her weak/orgasmic/sensitive/horny spot(s) - and as I started to caress and kiss my wife, I realised that I had not explored my wifes beautiful body for probably 10+ years! Therefore, using the horny mail I'd only just sent as a guide!, I slowly & deliberately started to kiss, caress, and explore various parts of my wife - moving ever slower and closer to her clitoris. When i got to her breasts I realised that I'd usually just give them a quick kiss, but now I was delicately and then roughly licking/sucking/caressing/tweaking them - all the time trying to guage my wifes groans, moans, and facial expressions to see whether she wanted more. I also realised that it'd been a good 5-10 mins & I hadn't even really touched her intimately yet. My hand were stroking her arms, face, breasts, inner things - but were teasing her, touching her everywhere other than where she OBVIOUSLY wnated. In fact she wanted it so bad that she held my fingers and moved them straight to her fanny, and held them over her by now really moist lips. I moved my hands away and said if you want that, then you'd better start me off - up to now (in all our 20+ years together) she would never masturbate in front of me, and said that she didn't get any self-pleasure (she either never masturbates, or is a good lier!!). But now she gently took her fingers off my hands, and slowly started rubbing her clitoris. The sight of seeing her with her fingers on her cunt was was amazing, so I asked her to slide her fingers in. Initially she was reluctant, but I said she love it - and that it'd make me EVEN more horny, so she slide first one, then 2, then 3 fingers deep inside her whilst also stroking and caressing her clit. All the while I was caressing her breasts, and then kissing her stomach, inner thigh, then back up to kiss her passionately and hornily. By now she was groaning and moaning and fucking herself wildly, but begged me to kiss her. I snogged her once more, but she said that I knew that's not what she meant, and to get down there NOW!!! Initially she wanted to move her fingers out of her now soaking wet vagina, but I held them there and started to lick, caress, suck, and blow around her clit. Usually I know EXACTLy what makes her cum, and rush to finish her off as quick as I can - knowing I then get to fuck her; but this time I explored her, teased her, and did EVERYTHING I could to increase and prolong her pleasure. After about another 10 mins she took out her fingers and asked me to lick them, so I hornily sat up & sucked on them; whilst gently caressing her clit with my hands. She also sat up, and we kissed each other and embraced - all the while I was fingering her with one hand and stroking her clit with the other, whilst she rode my hands faster and faster.
Although we'd probably had a good 20+ mins of foreplay I realised she'd not even touched my cock yet, which was by now the most erect, hard, and horny as it had been for AGES. She took my cock in her hands and slowly started to wank me, wiping the considerable amount of precum around the tip of my cock. Tonight was going to be a night of surprises, as she then moved her down to my cock and licked the precum off it - and placed a love-felt kiss on the tip of my cock! I thought that would be the end of my oral fun, but she looked at me hornily and slowly slid my cock deeper and deeper into my mouth until she was right down to my balls. She held it there, then amazingly brought it back up - all the while flicking her tongue in her mouth around my cock. She expertly sucked me for about 10 mins, until I thought I was ready to explode - but I couldn't cum now, and wanted it to go on for MUCH longer. Therefore I said that as this was going to be a night of surprises, wouldn't it be better of she also got oral pleasure - she loved this idea, and very quickly were positioned in a gorgeous 69er. Usually my wife hates 69ers due to the close proximity I am (& she is to me) to her arse - and also because I can't help trying to caress her buttocks, or stroke her anus! But this time she loved it, and gently caressed my buttocks - rubbing her finger around my perineum, and then amazingly with wet fingers teasilngly-stroked her fingers across my butt-hole. Whilst I knew that fingering the arse (either me or her) would be a step-to-far, having her suck my faster and deeper all the while stroking and caressing my arse - whilst also licking her out, whilst probing and stroking her clit meant I was soon ready to explode. After all the shock of being told to fuck her, then her being scantily clad in sexy lingerie, having her masturbate herself to a frenzy, getting an amazing blowjob, a horny 69er, AND have her tease my arse with her sopping wet fingers WAS too much for me. I hornily stopped licking her and begged her to stop as I'll soon be cumming, and that I wanted to fuck her soooo bad - but she said there's plenty of time for that, and that she wanted a mouthful of my cum; but ordered me to wait, not be selfish, so that we could both cum together. Therefore I quickly went back down and tried to give her an amazing orgasm - all the while trying not to think of all the horny stuff I'd just experienced, to delay myself as long as possible. To be honest it was like patting my head, rubbing my tummy - plus the added distraction of wanting to desperately cum! Thankfully mi wife was soon groaning in exstacy, and tapped my legs to say 'cum now' - which I did, delivering bucket-loads of cum into her mouth. I couldn't remember the last blowjob she'd given as it was at least 9 years ago BUT i know that previously she would have spat it out, but this time she held it in her mouth and beckoned me to kiss her. I passionaley snogged her, getting to taste and savour my own cum, shocked at the horny-unexpectedness of what just had occurred - and we both collapsed in a heap of sweaty-salty-post-orasmicness!
As we lay there naked, sweaty, sexually-fulfilled, and completely entwinned I rather underatedly said 'That was fun!', and she replied 'It was okay for starters'. I kissed her again passionately, and asked what had brought that on - nervous that she'd either found my internet history, or worse been having an affair. She paused, looked at me knowingly, yet smiled and said 'I know you've been frustrated recently, and we've got into a MASSIVE rut recently - or in fact for AGES - but I wanted to prove to you that I still love you, fancy you, want you, need you-and prove that I desperately wanted to fuck you'! Although I'd had the most amazing sexual experience I'd had for ages - and I DO realise what I've described is nothing great, explicit, x-rated, dirty, extreme, alternative etc; but for me it was a sexual explosion of horniness!!! However, I HADN'T yet fucked her! And felt that this needed pointing out! So, rather sheepishly said, 'That's great, but so far you STILL haven't fucked me!!'- and she replied, 'well then Mr, how quick can you recover and get that hard-erect-cock inside me!!!' By now I was semi-erect, so gently kissed her and said again how great it was - but asked 'why now'. She said that she knew I was frustrated, and knew that when I was 'working late' I was looking at porn or worse. I was shocked and scared what she'd found out, but said that I'd only really looked at porn (which has always been banned and 'disgusting' because of her religious views) - and promised I'd never been unfaithful. She looked at me and said 'I wouldn't blame you if you had' - but I wasn't going to be jedi-mind tricked!!!!, and said I promised I'd never been with another woman; but that there was SOOOOOOOOO much more sexual experiences I wanted to try.
She asked me to explain - and said if I could do anything, what would it be! So I recounted all the horny sexual desires and experiences that I wanted to try - in fact just saying all the ideas I'd put into the e-mail I mentioned earlier to the beautifully sensuous & alluring young lady I'd mailed. As I told her all my fantasys she lay there, and as we cuddled she stroked my inner thigh, massaged my balls, caressed my arse, and wanked me until I was again fully erect. I explained how I loved the idea of role-play, of taking photos, of dressing-up, of anal play (not mentionning the cross-dressing as I didn't want to spoil the moment!). She said that was enough talk, and wanted the fucking we'd spoken about for too long, and was very quickly down on my licking the tip of my cock, and caressing my balls. She expertly licked around and around the cock, getting deeper and deeper - and then pulled her head up and down, deep throating my now erect cock. After about less than 2-3 mins she said that I was now ready, and lie on her back, parted her legs, and said 'fuck me now'. This was all too much, and I was quickly on top of her with the tip of my cock poised on her dripping-wet-soaking horny cunt. I gently circled my tip around the edge of her lips, and then gently inserted myself a few inches inside her but stopped. She was having none of it, and grabbed me and forced me deep inside her. I lay there and savoured the moment of being inside her without a condom (that nerv happens!), but then quickly pulled all the way out & re-inserted myself inside her. I did this again and again, building up speed; coming all the way out and then forcibly ramming myself all the way in. Usually after about 2 mins of missionary we are quick into doggy style, but this time I was determined to make the most of the experience - adjusting my stroke & depth of penetration. As I was doing this I was imagining me trying to satisfy the new alluring lover I'd mailed previously and was trying everything I could to make her groan in exstacy. Usually with my wife it is standard-ordinary-samey-sex; but the thought and fantasy of my trying to satisfy a nw beautiful young lover - and me 'picturing' it with my wife - made me do everything I could do to satisfy her. I started to rub her clitoris which whilst fucking her harder and harder, which was making her groan and groan - after a while I asked her to touch herself, but she wouldn't. So I stopped and said I'd not carry on until she'd at least rubbed her clit! She started, and I again started making love to her - changing my stroke, speed, and depth as she frantically started to rub herself. Then, in one movement, she moved her position & rolled me over so that she was straddling me - and started to ride me faster and faster, whilst I caressed her now sweaty breasts. After a while she asked me if I wanted to fuck her doggy style, but I said that I wanted to try reverse cowgirl (as I've seen it on the films, but never tried it!). With some gentle changing of our positions I was soon deep insider her again, as she rode me faster and faster whilst I fucked her deeper and deeper; all the while I was caressing & rubbing her clit. The sexily horny sight of seeing her in her lingerie was amazing (though i secretly maybe wished it was me in the lingerie??!!!!) After a while it was clear that we were both going to cum, so she kind of leant forward so that it was almost doggy - and the feeling of tightness was amazing and I could withstand it no more and I exploded deep insider her soaking wet cunt as she came. It was the first time in AGES I'd cum without a condom and the feeling was soooooo immense. I was so horny still and still fucked her some more whilst rubbing her clit until she could take no more. But I wasn't finished there, and said I wanted to lick her out - so was quickly down on her, lapping up my own cum. Usually after cumming, my wife can't stand to be toucched - even on her arms - but this time she persevered! and she rode my tongue and fingers faster and faster - and after about 5 mins had another orgasm.
Again we collapsed in a tired-seaty-horny heap. I couldn't believe what had just happended - again, this may be standard sexual shenanigans for most of you reading this, but for me I was in sexual heaven. As we lay there getting our breath back I said that maybe we shouldn't wait so long for next time, and that we should build on this trying new things. She promised that next time it would not be 6 weeks! But said that she couldn't promise it'd be a double (well 3 for her!!!) orgasmed session of sexual exploration & sexy underwear!!! After that we quickly got tidied up, and fell asleep entwinned in an cuddle.
When I woke up in the morning I couldn't believe my luck the night before, and was hard and erect when I woke! When she woke I was facing her & she smiled and said nothing. I gently planted a tender kiss on her lips, and again just said 'thank you'. For me it was an amazing sexual experience that has been soooooooooo lacking over the last 15+years.
Yet as horny as it was it doesn't mean that I'm still not searching for more sexual experiences!!!! There is soooooo much more sexually that i am desperate to try (give anal sex, lose anal virginity, cross-dressing with sexy woman/couple, 3-in-bed, bondage, BDSM, strap-ons, domination/dominated......) that I know I will NEVER do with my wife. I still wonder whether she was shocked into sexual action after somehow reading one of my blogs?!!! If she did - and if she's reading this - then I so hope darling you like the sexy recounting of our most-horny-sexual experience?!!! More importantly, maybe next time lets take things EVEN further????
If she's not reading it (& I hope she's not - SORT OF!), then maybe another sexy lady or couple would be interested in taking my sexual boundaries and experiences to the next limit????
