so when i was a kid i remember having guy friend and we did stuff i mean we were real young to young to really know what we were doing to each other.well anyway what i remember is we played with each others holes and pole and on my spare time i would put things inside me that looked phallic shaped. looking back it makes me wonder was i always into taking it in the ass or was it something i grew into and am i the only one who was like this and wondering this i am still into this but am with a woman she doesnt get me completely she waits for me to ask i want to scream im a sub i dont ask you have to take me and force me into it which i love and i dont mean to really force me hell ill do what ever you want .