Happily married I admitted to my wife many years ago while we were both under the influence of alcohol about wanting her to cheat on me. An “interesting” was the only reaction from her while a coy smile crept out from her lips while we fucked. I came likely less than a minute later from the realization that not only did I admit my dark desire but in fact she did not say no or freak out. The next morning she acted as if nothing happened and it was a few days later when I worked up the nerve to ask about that night. This time her mood and reply was different and an ever faithful wife said she would never do that and found it a weird request. Embarrassed and dejected I realized it would never happen, yet after that from time to time she would throw it in my face “well you said I could cheat” at the most random times. It would embarrassingly turn me on until one day in the car right after she flippantly tosses it out again “you told me I could cheat maybe I will”. For the 2nd time in our relationship I took a huge chance and submitted to her saying shyly “ok I don’t know what to think as you just saying that makes me hard”. As I finished saying that I gently guided her hand to my jeans to prove my point. She laughed and patted my bulge and quickly changed the subject.
