there was this time in my life not very long ago when I felt as though life shouldn't have to be so hard and people not so stupid. I got tired and went off in search of some new friends. I found only their faces changed with this new group of friends. I found myself thinking, it's the same people whining about the same drama. I felt put upon. I felt better than these people. So why was I angry? Should I not feel empathy?
Then the room shifted, like the auto focus on a camera confused about what the focus was. I felt a shift come over me as I contemplated. If the people were different why weren’t their problems? they I remembered a message I received from my higher power some years earlier, We are all connected in the infinite spiritual moment. That we are all the children of whatever higher power you see fit. So who was I to tell my HP how to raise Her children?
The next thing I heard was a rush of wind like near a waterfall and then it hit me. If we are all the children of a loving HP of my understanding then nobody is better than or less than another. The sound left the room, as I sat there breathing as a matter of necessity, awaiting the depth of this to find me.
As the sound slowly returned to the room I sat motionless with this thought all this time I have bought the Biggest lie of all. That I was somehow better or less than anybody else. that when I was angry at these people and their problems I was judging them to be less than myself. I got it loud and clear. If think I feel better than another I really feeling less than. This is why people spend so much time trying to convince others that they are better. it stems from that pit of worthlessness, that I just learned a lie. Having no need for this message I focused on my third eye and I took that lie and all that clung to it and it and through it into the sun watching it burn.
Now I feel that all are equal to self, and my spirit is peaceful, my soul serine. externally, I believe self is equal to all, the projection of my internal stability. now I have no great fears or problems and my life plays out like a motion picture before my eye full of purpose and fulfillment
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| Gender | Male | |
| Age | 56 | |
| Location | USA, Arizona, Mesa | |
| 🌈 Sexuality | Straight | Bisexual |
| 🌎 Ethnicity | White / Caucasian | White / Caucasian |
| 🚬 Smoke | No | No |
| 💊 Drugs | No | No |
| 🛡️ Safe Sex | Always | |
| 🏠 Meet At | My place | |
| 📏 Height | 6ft (183 cm) | 5ft 8in (173 cm) |
| ⌛ Body Type | Average | A few extra pounds |
| 👱 Hair Colour | Red | Dark Brown |
| 🦵 Body hair | Trimmed | Shaved |
| 🎨 Tattoos | I've got some |