When Does It End? Thoughts On This Day

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Sixty is creeping up on me quickly. I know I’m an old man, there is just no way to stop time. After replying to three messages this morning, knowing I won’t get any replies, I started to think to myself when will you give up looking? I’ve been into bondage and this lifestyle my entire adult life. Sure, there were a few that might have worked out but in the end it never did. So the search always continued. In 2000 I met a woman that would change my life. She helped me realize a dream I had had for a long time. I also allowed this amazing woman to walk out of my life two times, regrets I will live with forever. Cancer took her earlier this year. If nothing else, I’m a realist and I know there is no place for me left in this lifestyle. I was recently call a perverted old man with a camera, looking to take advantage of young women. That may be the way some view me but I know better, I still find it sad that no one wants to take the time to get to know someone anymore. From what I can see, that is the way life works in these times.


So for me, I know in my heart it’s time to call it a day and stop looking for something that no longer exists for me. I’m a dinosaur in these times, I understand that and embrace it to be honest. Please don’t consider this post to be depressing in any way, that is not the intent. Just some thoughts from the perverted old man that knows his time has come. Good luck to all that reads this in your search. Always be safe when meeting someone and always remain true to yourself.

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