What makes a switch tick?

nomoreliesfrom462

This site is glitchy at best... I'm very interested in getting to know what makes other switches tick... For me I have trust issues and I'm guarded, I've always found it difficult to connect to people in my age group as I was raised by a different generation of parents than most of them. At one point in time just about every member of my immediate family has chased after me with a knife I even had to kick a knife out of my moms hand once. My eldest sister molested me from ages 5-12 and tried again later on in life. I find it hard to open up to people because of that the deepest scars are the ones that people hide, we all have masks that we put on and wear. For me sex is a bond but I want a life partner my best friend I'm only into women but at the same token there are times I want to lose all control have a woman do whatever she wants to me for me that is a sign she wants me and me alone. I have a heart of gold I would do anything for the woman I love literally move mountains. I haven't feared death in years except at one point when I was traveling for work my then girlfriend was about to lose her house as it was being foreclosed on and I felt she needed me her her son her mom... I sourced 3k to save them from that did so much other stuff for her and at the end she broke up with me at the beginning she said I would never lose her and it was like Sorrow by Pink Floyd mixed with the Final Cut. I tried to kill myself that was the sunday before thanksgiving she kicked me out the weekend of my birthday and broke up with october 23rd and ghosted me would not talk to me I even texted her blew everyone up I was too slow for a freight train. I kept telling myself I was a monster I was not good enough to be loved by anyone and I should just kill myself because the world would be a better place. The thing is I was wrong I'm lucky to have a small group of friends and fortunate to see how lucky I am to have them... In the end its just not the same tho.... I learned what the sole really needs is Peace... What the mind body sole and spirt wants desires and longs for is love; to love someone and to be loved by someone. I've often had fantasies about a woman tying me up and having her way with me penetrating me me riding her because that would be hot to be able to experience that with someone you love. I bond by sex but also crave a woman to be my best friend in life to find the one that wants to settle down with me and grow old together... There is so much more to me than that. As for my preferences I prefer average built women I'm not big on makeup and I prefer hair on her pussy I love to kiss my woman up and down from head to toe uncontrollably at times hold her down lock my arms around her legs eat her out watch her arch feel her gush in my mouth that makes me hot. I'm also big into women with glasses don't ask me why it's something I've always preferred there is so much more about me and if we connect I will gladly send a picture of myself. I'm not hard on the eyes but I'm no runway model. Some women have told me I'm hot I don't think so but that's me. Happy hunting to everyone.

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