Why Submit?...........
Why do I submit? For me it Is physical allowing othethers the use of my body strictly for their pleasure not mine but not strictly kink.Allowing others to experiment with actions that may be strictly visual with no obvious explicit sexual connection a mixture of a deep need to please others and make them happy and On the physical end of it I do derive enormous satisifaction simply from being allowed to bring enjoyment to others ,either directly by touch or indirectly by allowing myself to be an object for experimentation with reactions to stimuli (fancy way of saying cbt or electro).I am not sure why I find it more interesting to have a partner watching or helping to find ways to make use of me but it is much more intense. I do tend to be interested in the more helpless forms of play starting with fully restrained so that leaves most of the options not agreed upon in advance up to others,possibly I feel this relieves me of responsibility for what I enjoy doing.this is rambling enough for now
