my first time ever, with anyone
he was an older man who probably took advantage of an inexperienced teenager. I used to fantasize about looking him up after all these years and doing my best to give him a good time. Now i fantasize what it would have been like if he'd really taken even more advantage of me, like dressing me up and sharing me with his friends.
As it was it was just a very private thing between us. He invited me for a game of squash and afterwards we went back to his place. I should have realised what was coming when, while he was getting us a glass of wine, I saw a pile of 'nature' magazines on the table. They were pretty tame compared to nowadays, just black n white photos of (well-hung but not erect) naked teenage boys in natural settings.
I was a complete virgin at the time, I had kissed a girl and fondled her breasts through her clothes but that was it. I'd never had a girlfriend and never had any sexual experiences beyond sneaking a cigarette with friends as we thumbed through old Man magazines and checked out each other's little dicks getting hard.
Anyway, after another wine he suggested I lay down on his bed while he gave me a massage. Well as you might imagine it became an increasingly more sensual massage until having excited me sufficiently he then offered himself to me, introducing me to the one, two, three finger foreplay and we went at it face to face.
We hadn't been at it for long and I was feeling very excited and saw how much he was enjoying it and I was curious for more. So I asked him to do me. I started by sitting on his dick and riding him, thinking that easing myself down onto his shaft would be a gentler way to break my virginity. I loved it, I went crazy, I'd never felt to horny in my life. But it still wasn't enough, I wanted him deeper inside me. We changed position, still face to face, I wriggled and squirmed under him to enhance his pleasure, I was a natural. I came. It was the first time i had ever had sex with or ejaculated with another person and it was without any extra masturbation. It just felt so good and I went back for more on many occasions. I tried it again with friends my own age and even picked up a couple of older guys but it was never the same.
