Bondage and submission, a learning decision.
Bondage, has one outcome for me but two ways of happening. One, I have someone wrapped, strapped, roped, or bagged. The other, it’s me restrained. I like both sides. I like watching the other person squirm, wriggle, and struggle to get free or in some cases, bring themselves to orgasm. I’m the opposite. Orgasm has been denied. Torment and some torture is what I crave. My sub space has me abducted for information I will be unable to give because the gag will not allow intelligible speech. Therefore, my body is used, tormented, and stressed to my limits and sometimes beyond. I had a Mistress that was strategic in how she placed me in bondage. She would have it set in order for me to get the key to free myself, I ended up hurting myself, usually pulling on the nipple clamps or my balls. Over the years as her sub, I liked the pain. I may have had tears running down my face but after a few minutes of recovery, I wanted more. She used to loan me out to her friends while I was dressed as a sissy maid. My cock was caged and locked while I was dressed in a rubber maid uniform complete with 6” locking high heels, locked ankle cuffs with a 6” chain to hobble me. I was always gagged for which the Master or Mistress I was working for had the key to unlock the padlock to the collar and ballgag should they choose to remove it. The people I was subbed out to, paid my Mistress $50 an hour. Most of the time the work I was given was what a maid typically did. Once I was dressed in a red garter belt, red stockings, and 6” red locking heels. The Mistress of the house had her husband who was fully submissive since before their marriage, fuck me while I was doing dishes. I failed at my task to complete the wash, rinse, dry, and put away before he came in me. My punishment was I was tied bent over a saw horse, legs spread, and received a spanking by her for one full minute as hard as she could. After which, she restrained me in their van and took me home. My Mistress “rewarded” me for my efforts by keeping my cock locked another three weeks.
