I Am a Cuckold So I Can Suck My Wife's Lover

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My wife thought going outside our marriage was adultery, but I assured her if I knew about it and was OK with it, this was not adultery. Still, she resisted.


I knew the kind of man she would go for -- someone brilliant and sophisticated, caring and attentive, affectionate and romantic, preferably tall. Although she is petite, I knew she would respond well to a man whose excitement was evident with his already imposing penis growing larger to show his excitement.


Our own sex was limited and no longer fun for either of us, because I was obsessed with my cuckold fantasies, and she thought they were outrageous and demeaning for her.


But all this was irrelevant because she would not initiate anything with a man. Men frequently flirted with her, but she was immune to their advances -- hoping more that our traditional marriage would improve.


I found the right manwho was interested in pursuing my cuckold fantasies, as long as he could have a relationship with my wife and fuck her. He was not put off by the low probability of success. I arranged an elaborate scenario where she ran into him twice at events for our son and his son. (He had an open marriage). I knew if they started talking, she would see in him a new friend, and he had the agenda to seduce her.


After a couple of months, she said she had men someone, and did I still want her to find a boyfriend. I reaffirmed. She had him come to the house a few times when it was just us here. And she was shocked that I liked watching them make out. She is into kissing and they just went on and on.


Over a period of months the three of us would spend more time together, and he would slowly make more progress. When there was no one here (my son at a sleepover) i would coordinate with him and he would just show up. Once when they were making out, I unzipped his pants. It was a little imposing because his penis was so hard and long. And my wife looked down and saw me kissing it and licking it. I thought she would be appalled. She exclaimed "What are you doing? My god!"


She seemed uncomfortable but then she seemed more passionate with him.


I am older and hardly cum anymore. But the more they made out, I could feel him getting bigger. He knew at this stage of their relationship she was still not going to fuck him. But with the heavy make out he was becoming more excited. I had never kissed or licked or sucked a penis before. Is still had all my clothes on.


My wife is not dominant, but she knew I wanted to be submissive. She stunned me by saying, "Good boy. Keep sucking him." And then went back to making out with him.


I became more aroused because I had taken a risk at her seeing my bi side, which I had never acted on. Between hearing that and hearing them both make noises in their heavy make out, my own penis was hard. And all of a sudden I could feel his overpowering energy and his shaking penis was in motion and he was gushing into my mouth; after what seemed like an eternity I started pulling away thinking he was dnoe and more came out of his cock -- so in addition to what I swallowed, it was comign out of my mouth and his cum was outside of my mouth, even near my nose. She stopped making out, looked down at me and said, "You liked it?" part statement, part question. I said yes.


That was the beginning. It slowly graduated in more intensity. She ended up fucking him the first time when I wasn't around. I came home one evening. My son was at a freiend's. I saw this fellow's car. But she had kept telling me that she would never go all the way with him, despite the fact that I wanted her to.


I came upstairs and there they were under the covers. She moved the blankets so I could see them both naked. "It's done," she said. "We consummated the relationship, and now we're an item."


"but I wanted to see it happen," I protested.


"Too bad. I wanted to make love to him without you being here. Because of you heard me and how many times I came, you would realize how inadequate you are."


Anyway, as often as possible, we would arrange for our son to do a sleepover elsewhere.


We would have a regular routine --- the three of us would eat together. The two of them would make out. I would be ordered at some point to get nude. She had bought a collar and a leash. Sometimes I would be put in a cage, other times just tied to a door or piece of furniture. Sometimes she would order me to get him ready and suck his cock, but the reality is he already was hard. It was just an excuse for her to rationalize my sucking his penis, because she knew that's what I founded to do.


When she and I were alone, she did not fuck me anymore, just handjobs while she with her other hand put her finger in my mouth and told me to pretend it was his cock. And the more she talked about how I enjoyed sucking his cock, the harder mine became.


Sometimes she gave him a handjob or sucked him, or both but let his massive load of semen come forward and then she would humiliate me by rubbing it all over my body.


Over time things escalated to a higher and higher level until they reached a situation of disclosure. She let her female best friend know she had a lover, that I knew, and she told her friend that I could not satisfy her. She then went one step further and said these things in front of me with her friend. It felt so good to be embarrassed


We went on a brief vacation together, where I asked the hotel clerk for a room with two beds and had to say, 'One bed is for my wife and her lover, and the other is for me.'


I became more and more submissive and enjoyed it. He already was dominant, and she became dominant. it reached the height of ecstasy when after fucking her, he would then actually fuck me. So, he was inside me after having been inside her.


When he moved away, it was very disappointing. But I realized that I was bisexual. It started out with my preferring women and bi-curious. then it became more. And once I realized how submissive and vulnerable I was and felt, and how wonderful it was to have a man fucking me, and my wife saw it, we decided to stay married but have an open marriage. She found a fulfilling relatonship with a man -- it did not involve me. I remained excited about being a cuckold, though her lover was not into any of this.


And she surprised me by saying she wanted me to find a male lover and, every once in a while, she wanted to watch me get fucked. I've never fucked a man but I've been the one getting fucked. It's just in my being, I guess i'm innately submissive and I learned what a "bottom" is.
Now, there is a kind of role reversal with my wife. My son is in college. My wife sometimes invites her woman friend over and I and my man lover put on a show for them. i'm actually at the stage where I make out with another man. I am so happy. I have no desire to be a "top" -- and taking it in the ass is just so exciting to me, but much more so that she watches and her woman friend laughs and giggles -- he and I go out in the jacuzzi and get naked and make out.


The end of the story is that my wife and her long time married female friend are secret lovers. It started when they were nude in the jacuzzi talking, and the man and I came out of the house naked and went in the other end of the jacuzzi and begin kissing and making out. Then, the two women went from laughing and giggling to a couple of kisses and then more. My wife and I are still married; her only lover is her long-time woman friend. They are in the closet. So am I, and my lover is also a married man, and his wife doesn't know.

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