The finalisation of the big D
Well its taken me an age to write another blog. Life has been pretty hectic and very stressful.
As of the middle of Feb I was pronounced divorced and even though the relief was tremendous there are still the finances to finish off and they are pretty much out of my hands so there isn’t much I can do about it apart from pester the solicitors to hurry up and get it done.
I have tried to speak to my best friend on here numerous times on various internet based mediums and phone calls and text messages but have pretty much resigned myself to not hearing from her again which is a shame because I thought she was so very special that I would have walked through fire to see her smile.
So because of this I have hidden myself away for a while until I can get my head together and will no doubt have to change my profile again which is a shame. But I guess those are the breaks on a site like this and I am man enough to take it on the chin and move on.
I am beginning to think that my problem is that I fall to fast and too soon so I think I will have to be more guarded in future and protect my heart a little better and not wear my heart on my sleeve as much as I did.
I have been working on another rhyme too but this has proved to be a rather tough one to get the right inspiration to put on paper. It’s not easy to formulate properly when your head is all over the place and your emotions are shot to bits. I am just glad I have this blog to dump my feelings on because that really helps me to get them out there and prevent them from being bottled up. We all know how bad that can be.
I appreciate that this isn’t a blog full of wild sexual adventure (wouldn’t that be nice ha ha) but like the title says this is a place where I can put my feelings and basically vent or unload what is going through my mind of which there has been rather a lot just lately.
I am sure I’ll get back to my upbeat self soon enough it’s just going to take a little time.
XXX
