Draft Friday, February 12, 2021 6:06 PM
Growing up in a small town, I thought that the people I met were all the world has to offer. That is far from the case. I am hoping through this blog to learn more about my myself, and perhaps to get feedback. I was told that I was a player. I am not. I was told that I like variety, I don’t. What I have been.... is not honest with my self. I have learned is that I want a girlfriend and eventually a wife. What I have seen growing into the lifestyle is that I have been searching in all the wrong places. The truth is that I not only fetishize white woman... but it is my preference. What I prefer is a white woman who loves to suck black cock. More importantly, a white woman who wants to be committed to a man who loves his cock sucked. Who thought I can have all these things with a white picket fence. It has been therapeutic letting this off my chest, I hope y’all gain something reading it. More to come.....
