Getting started and the beginning of my life in crossdressing
I think I must have been about 5-6 when I was used by one of my older sisters to dress up. My Mum had never got dolls for the girls but there had me. So that is what I became. Make up and clothes were put on and there admired the work there were doing. There were 11 and 12 and really didnt know what was happening. I forgot about it for a few years and then when I became 10. I really loved the leotards and ballet clothes my sisters were wearing.
I found a lovely black leotard and a bra which I filled up with toiliet paper to give me a breast form. and tights it was amazing. I loved the feeling and my body was hair free. I walked around and loved the feeling of the knickers and when I laid down and felt the blanket against my body i loved this too.
Later on I would find and steal loads of things from my sisters and my mum and wear them when they were out.
I would go up to London and go to Transformation and buy what I could and then wear Lycra black dresses were my favourite. tight corsets anything which was femine and then I would be caught found out and have to throw away everything. This continued for many years and my father asked if I wanted to change. I said no but secretly wanted to become like my older sisters.
I am still scared to go out and about but .......
