I've been on this site (and others) on & off for a few years now and HAVE had some VERY horny, sexy, new experiences. I've slowly built up from:
- FINALLY plucking up the courage to go through with a meet, or ask someone if they 'wanted a hand' (whilst they were wanking in a sordid gay cottage toilet!) was the most nerve racking, scary, yet horny experience ever! Then...
- Actually seeing my first cock; to touching, caressing and wanking one; to being wanked off - and to finally cumming with another man. The feeling of seeing a cock get harder and more erect before my eyes, and then touching one was amazingly horny!!!
- FINALLY licking, sucking, and deep-throating a cock - and feeling the fleshy hardness in my mouth; and being face-fucked - to FINALLY getting to taste and savour cum. To get cum gush down my thoat, whilst looking sexily up into their eyes - knowing I'D made them cum was a hugely horny feeling!
- I've got to be with a beautifully cross-dresser, and have stripped them down to their sexy lingerie - and explored their sexily-dressed body; AND actually managed to get dressed in my lacy knickers, sexy basque, and silky stockings and have FINALLY given an amazing blowjob whilst dressed and horny in my favourite lingerie. To have someone stroke my stockinged legs, whilst sucking my cock truly makes an amazing blowjob EVEN more horny.
- I've managed to rim, probe, finger an amazingly sexy shaved arse - all the while sucking and wanking on an amazingly thick 8" cock. AND have had the pleasure of being rimmed, fingered, and wanked - all in a tight, cramped, sordid toilet.
- I've had the most amazingly-horny-scared-nervous sexual experiences - in seedy toilets, open fields,backs of an alleyway and shopping centre toilets. The feeling of having a rushed, quick, horny wank/blowjob knowing you could get caught is both HORNY yet worringly scarey!
- I've met people on line and arranged a visit - the feeling of turning up at their house, not knowing what they're like or whether they know you has been an amazingly nervous, horny, exhilirating experience!
- I've had the best ever cyber-sex - with a combination of men/cross-dressers/women/couples - and have either chatted on-line, exploring in graphic detail what we'd love to do to each other; to seeing on line a couple fuck and explore each other, willing and explaining what they'd do to me if I was there; to having an AMAZINGLY horny phone call from a young lady, who told me what she wanted to do to me as I wanked AND WANKED; until I exploded cum in a cup - she ordered me to drink every drop, which I did AND savoured every drop and loved the taste of it.
- I've shared photos and stories with various women/couples/men/CD/TV/TS - all of which I have enjoyed looking at, whilst wanking, fingering, riding my dildo(s) and often dressed in a variety of lingerie.
- I've felt a hard, erect, and lubed cock slide against my ready and DESPERATELY willing tight virgin arse; only for me not being able to take it!
BUT........ as horny as all these multiple and many experiences have been, I still not have reached my sexual utopia of feeling cock deep inside my tight, and desperate, virgin arse. I've fingered, dildoed, and fucked myself stupid with a series of sex toys, vegetables, candles - basically ANYTHING and EVERYTHING I could find to fuck myself. BUT.... still NO cock!!!!
ANd I ask myself .... why is this???????????????
- Is it because I am married?
- Does my marriage mean I am only on-line for a short time - so never really get the time to really chat with a couple/woman/CD/TV/TS/man?
- Is it because I can't accomodate?
- Does my marriage mean I often can't respond to mails for a while - and put people off?
- AM I toooooo desperate???!!!
- Am I tooooooooo in inexperienced??
- Am I tooooooooooo desperate AND inexperienced???!!!!
- Do I come across as a time-waster? Or too nervous??
- Is it because I am not well-endowed?? (some would say, tiny/small/ or 'ahhhh sweet'???!!!!)
- Is it because I struggle to escape from the wife - unless it is: local to Herts in evening, or days in London/Herts/Essex???
- AM I a munter??????!!! Or a monster??? An ugly pig??? Or a fat hideous cross-dresser??
I crave this sooooooooooooo badly. After my last blog I KNOW I can't leave this site, and I need to finally get that orgasmic feeling of being penetrated by cock, of feeling it punp into me, of riding and riding a cock. I need it sooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooo bad. I truly do. It's all I can think of at work; at home; with family; in meetings; at the football; in the pub..... BUT:
STILL I am a virgin.
STILL I crave cock.
STILL am desperate to lose my anal virginity.
PLEASE HELP!!!!
YOU ALL know what I DESPERATELY need - so WHO is gonna help???
- Either tell me what I'm doing wrong
- Tell me what YOU did to break your virginity
- OR let me know how we can make it work so YOU can explore me; finger me; penetrate me; fuck me.... and cum deep inside me.
