It took me another 20 minutes before I moved towards the stairs, slowly I moved up them to the landing, it was dark, I knew the bathroom was to the right if I needed it and that his bedroom was to the left, the door was slightly open as I walked in. Although it was dark the street lamps were shedding some light, it was a big room with wooden floorboards!!!! There was a candle and some matches on a chest of draws just inside the door, we’d sort of arranged that, along with an agreement that we’d have bathed or showered and that the bed linen was clean and fresh, not really very easy considering we hadn’t set a date it meant he’d been ready for weeks just in case I turned up.
Annoyingly the candle wouldn’t light, I gave up, it was light enough anyway. I walked towards the bed, my heels noisy on the floorboards. He was lying face down and partially covered by the duvet. What an overwhelmingly powerful position I was in! I’d put my long satin gloves on and removed my trousers before I came up the stairs. I watched him sleeping as I stood there, was there still time to leave? Would I have left if I had the chance? I think not!! Leaning forward I ran my finger tips up the back of his legs and as the black satin glided over his skin he started to wake up, I stepped back a little as he turned and saw me, it took only a few moments for him to realize what was happening. He stood up next to me, he was taller thankfully. I didn’t say a word in truth I couldn’t I was absolutely frozen! “Oh my god...” he said, over and over, he walked round me taking in the way I looked , “oh my god” was all he could say again, I don’t believe you are here! His fingers touched my arm, they were warm and as he took hold of my arms he kissed me.....
