Okay, first one erased, so trying again. Need opinions, and yes there is a personal sex experience i

austellechr23

I'll be as brief as possible. Up until 2 years ago I had no kinks or fetishes. 2 years ago I just coincidentally became aroused at the same moment my ex was being extra cruel to me. I immediately told her what happened and to please keep being that way while I went down on her. I became addicted to turning mental pain and humiliation into pleasure. I'm a straight male, and recently realized the most pain I could get is having another straight or bi male use me to get off without me wanting any reçiprocation. I explained in ads that I was straight, but it's hard to find a straight guy comfortable enough with himself to do this still. In my mind I saw this as an opportunity to do what most straight men seek to do everyday for the sake of female attention and ego, and that's exerting unequivocally, their dominance over another straight male. One straight guy finally was down for it and he was sadistic about it. Instead of being blown, he gripped my hair with his hand, pulling it to reposition my mouth as he fucked it hard and all the way into my throat. He came in my mouth, then kept going for what seemed like forever, using his first ejaculate mixed with my saliva as lubricators until he came a second time and I swallowed. But, I pretend to spit it in the sink. It was not easy to endure at the time, but days later I was able to get off thinking about. It. It's gotten to a point that I have to have extremes to get aroused, and at that I only get aroused days after. Need advice and opinions, please

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