Claire starts her long journey into being the woman she has always felt inside - Part 1

9:38 am Saturday, 23^rd May, 2020

Well, I had my first appointment this morning with The Adelaide Gender Clinic, also known as One Life to Live, and it was simply wonderful! OMG - everything I hoped and dreamed would happen, happened.

The practitioner was a transgendered psychologist and had gone through all the same things I had gone through. From the first time wearing my mum's underwear at age 12 through all the following years of shame and self-loathing and just not loving myself.

I told her that my goals are to undertake the counseling, start a program of hormone treatment and finally undertake gender reassignment surgery. I said that sometime after I start the hormone treatment, I would be coming out to my friends and to be Claire in the workplace. Now bear in mind that Claire has never stepped foot out of my apartment en femme, so that, for me is a big stretch goal.

She suggested that it would be better for myself and my acceptance of who I am, to do that sooner, rather than later. I agreed. People who are my friends will accept me and those who do not, are not my friends.

So much happened in that 90-minute consultation that it would take forever to type it here, but the practitioner fully supported me, understood me and said that I fit into the known characteristics of the clients she has treated and supported through their transition, and that she believed that, with the appropriate preparation and counseling, I would be able to commence Hormone Therapy (apparently it isn't called HRT because they are adding hormones and not replacing them) - I think she said it was called "Transfeminine Hormone Therapy", pretty soon.

With that news and the news that she fully understood and supported me re the Gender Reassignment ("bottom") surgery in Melbourne, I was overjoyed. I cried several times when discussing my history of feeling this way since age 12, and the shame and self-loathing I have felt ever since which fed into serious depression and anxiety.

I guess therapy SHOULD be therapeutic 🙂. The other thing she said was that I need to start accepting and loving myself - I am always kind to others, but she said I need to be kind to myself first and foremost.

Lots more happened but I will finish this off here by saying I have lined up weekly appointments with her for the foreseeable future, and in about 3 to 4 weeks, she will be having an after-hours consult for me in the clinic instead of Zoom which we used today. I thought that was OK, and then she told me, of course I need to come as Claire and my heart froze for a few beats, but pretty much straight away, I knew I could do it and I had to do it and I wanted to do it.

Stay tuned for the next exciting chapter in my journey to womanhood! Hugzz, Claire 😘😘😘

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	7:25 am Thursday, 4^th June, 2020 phoneuxrising Bless you, I wish you every success with your journey and I hope you continue to meet kind and lovely caring people, no one should ever, ever feel ashamed or disadvantaged because of how they are made! This world is hard and cruel enough as it is xxx take care of you, love and value you for you. Peace, love and blessings to you
	7:25 am Thursday, 4^th June, 2020 phoneuxrising Bless you, I wish you every success with your journey and I hope you continue to meet kind and lovely caring people, no one should ever, ever feel ashamed or disadvantaged because of how they are made! This world is hard and cruel enough as it is xxx take care of you, love and value you for you. Peace, love and blessings to you
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	1:43 am Saturday, 6^th June, 2020 ronzol779 Hello let’s talk you look lovely
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	1:07 am Tuesday, 9^th June, 2020 bp760Lucknow Very good and very beautiful
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	12:36 pm Tuesday, 9^th June, 2020 markb435 Keep it up dear xxx
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	5:26 am Wednesday, 10^th June, 2020 mcgowanfreddie792 Well nobody can say your chicken your in during a new chapter in your life andvi comnend you on your journey thats the way tobgo gurl show them who you really are good luck hugs and kisses to you .
	11:56 am Wednesday, 10^th June, 2020 raymcken611 Wow your story is amazing x
	12:26 pm Wednesday, 10^th June, 2020 Sibad531 Hi dear love you too
	1:03 pm Wednesday, 10^th June, 2020 santoshkarva429 I love you
	1:45 pm Wednesday, 10^th June, 2020 uone2885 way to go Claire! that's a huge and brave step to take! can't wait to hear more about your journey! Xo Tammy
	2:19 pm Wednesday, 10^th June, 2020 Olderblossomingcd Well that was as wonderful introduction to your journey as you transforming into the woman who you have been in your heart and soul and knowing that you are going to be changing both your body and your whole being and if anyone has a problem with the new and emerging Claire They are the one with the problem and you are a beautiful woman who deserves to be who you were meant to be and I have talked to quite a few patients in a small town in Colorado were I went to college and at the time was the most popular place for sexual reassignment surgery in the United States at the time and you're describing how you felt inside was what many articulated to me and may you be blessed with good friends and the person who sees you and falls in love with you and will be there because they love the way you are now and will become
	3:09 pm Wednesday, 10^th June, 2020 Aboonta4uabelfast It so nice and enlightening to here this story
	4:11 pm Wednesday, 10^th June, 2020 DogSonny123 Good for u Clair and thank u Swingers for you r compassionate care for this situation in
	9:25 pm Wednesday, 10^th June, 2020 mcpartland541 Well done Clair .be urself
	2:25 am Thursday, 11^th June, 2020 Bigtrouble60 Good for you, good luck to you and I support you. By the way, you're very beautiful. And if I may, treat yourself to some very large and beautiful Breasts. 💋💋🤔😎😎❤️🏜️
	4:13 am Thursday, 11^th June, 2020 apnaapna864 Welcome ji
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	2:41 pm Thursday, 11^th June, 2020 sunilkhat860 Hello
	1:42 am Saturday, 13^th June, 2020 RozCDPerth Good for you Claire, the start of a very beautiful journey xx
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	7:50 am Sunday, 14^th June, 2020 Kumar8283samastipur Hello
	1:01 pm Sunday, 14^th June, 2020 alokdas1988Chakan Hi
	1:46 am Thursday, 18^th June, 2020 wolfman669 Congrats and enjoy your life Claire.
	7:19 am Tuesday, 23^rd June, 2020 JefferyFrenchC Hi
	2:49 pm Wednesday, 24^th June, 2020 HerNobleHighness Well, Start of a beautiful journey
	1:18 pm Tuesday, 30^th June, 2020 fscd206 Wish you all the best
	7:30 am Saturday, 4^th July, 2020 raulchavez wish to know u more if ur okay with that
	6:14 am Thursday, 9^th July, 2020 claudybe049 Have a nice journey but change psychologist, relating to your patient is the biggest fault any psychologist can ever make. good luck on the path girl !
	5:12 am Sunday, 19^th July, 2020 tstiffanycross All the best Claire. I hope your journey exceeds your expectations. Hugs. Tiffany Xx
	5:03 am Thursday, 23^rd July, 2020 zaaaayn hi
	7:03 am Saturday, 1^st August, 2020 john195USA I love the way you look, really love to be your friend okay 😍
	8:35 pm Sunday, 16^th August, 2020 Leeanna19 Good luck, I have never been brave enough to face the judgement of those that know me. May your journey be bump free x
	5:39 am Wednesday, 9^th September, 2020 ravindraupaw118 Hi
	5:33 pm Sunday, 13^th September, 2020 needyAdelaide I do wish you all the best and look forward to following you on this journey. I would love help in any way I can as well
	1:14 pm Tuesday, 22^nd September, 2020 malb823 Hugs!!
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	5:53 am Thursday, 26^th November, 2020 bisexcoupleekb Good luck Claire
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	10:18 am Thursday, 3^rd December, 2020 maxpe055 All my love and best wishes to you Claire, this is an exciting stage of your journey! x
	9:51 am Wednesday, 9^th December, 2020 upen235 Hi
	1:10 am Thursday, 17^th December, 2020 lof096 Good on you girl, keep it going all the way? Lofty.
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	7:53 pm Monday, 28^th December, 2020 tsampath2018 👅👅😍😍
	1:54 pm Thursday, 31^st December, 2020 colganr884 Would be nice to have the courage to do this I have tried to talk about this but I could not .you would be my hero you are so amazing and awesome .PS would love to meet you in person and talk to .💕💕💕
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	2:36 am Tuesday, 2^nd February, 2021 Ana0219 Good luck on your journey.
	11:38 pm Tuesday, 2^nd February, 2021 Nikki0803 Hope all goes well and your first time out as Claire is all it should be. So proud of you. X
	4:33 am Sunday, 7^th February, 2021 carson793 I admire anyone with the guts to do this.
	10:31 am Friday, 12^th February, 2021 prakashprajap819 Hi
	9:08 pm Tuesday, 23^rd February, 2021 jesseychristop713 Ok
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	3:15 pm Wednesday, 5^th May, 2021 csi485 Best wishes ..you are an amazing,beautiful person !!👍
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ClaireDa

I'm a kind and caring femme. I am not interested in straight guys wanting to experiment. I am looking for (initially) a discreet encounter - maybe starting with erotic chat and video calls then full on sub with the right girrrl.