Raw Read #1 17.05.2020
So I've finally showed my face. I mean after my little pity party of an intro blog I kind of needed to show that I wasn't still crying haha.
No, I covered some deep stuff. Issues that do still scar me. Bit by bit though I'm coming out and honestly it's about time.
Why was it far easier for me to show my cock, than it was to show my face anyway. I guess maybe my thinking was that as a virgin nobody will see my little clitty and go 'omg thats Lee' I mean I honestly hope so. I'd have quite a bit to explain.
I'm still deeply closeted. My friends and family have inklings of my sexuality not being the straightest arrow in the quiver.
Like others, I'm scared of rejection. I'm scared that I would lose more than I would gain by announcing that I am a feminine crossdresser who likes girls and boys (preferably other crossdressers)
I see a lot of profiles with hidden faces and I completely get it. I will for quite a while hide my discretions, at least for as long as I can but to this community I have made a promise to be honest, kind and loving. So in honour of that I decided to risk someone recognising me and put a face to the girl I am. A face to Gemma xx
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11:01 am Tuesday, 26th May, 2020
Bluegem96
Well done you, be proud of yourself its very brave, I know exactly how you feel. It's difficult to balance what you may gain compared to what you may lose depending on your background. But you need to eventually make a decision for you as you'll never be happy living your life for others x well in. |
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2:49 am Friday, 12th June, 2020
Shycd2
Wow your story amazes me so similar to myself. I hope you get to where you need to be best of luck xx |
