Regretting never giving my best friend what was so obvious to everyone else but I couldn't seeit

9:27 am Friday, 17th April, 2020

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Her name will say was (Shay) !! She was a beautiful tall blonde that went to church every Sunday! She worked in the medical field so you know she had a strong stomach and a dirty mind! I meet her cause she was friends with my girlfriend but when we broke up Shay stayed by my side !! We always had a deal that if she was out without me to go use the man or men she has chosen and give me a call to pick her up. 
See I always  knew she loved getting fucked by four dicks at one time, or getting teamed in the back of a cab on the way to my house!! I loved her crazy stories and how no man could keep her attention.  What I never realized for 10 years is as much as I thought she needed the 4 men to get off( which even if they were the only one cuming I know she was proud of herself, waking me up at 6am to go for breakfast to let me know that she wore them all out.  Asking me how a woman learns to squirt or learn to have multiple orgasms!! I had this beautiful woman sitting buy myside listening to how I made a strange woman cum multiple  times making her squirt and then enjoying g making her cum again as I licked there wet juicy pussy of all that amazing tasting  cum , licking them from there knees up to their pussy ! that smell of pheromones and pleasure, made me feel like I had to  start to tease them again making cum many more time,  some woman would have the wildest most powerful g spot orgasm but be unable to squirt any more.  I never knew in al, those years of my ex being a psycho Nd not allow anyone to talk to me and many crazy woman that couldn't just be happy  they had to co troll my whole world. So relationship after relation has crumbled. I got a lot more sure of myself and learn to teach woman to feel as they are in control and to relax and just enjoy what I'm doing . The best way to make a woman feel all the amazing  pleasures is to make her feel as she is a God ! She has no insecurities, she isn't thinking of working and she isn't afraid of being loud or even have a thought while having sex!!
I figured all this out and love showing woman all the pleasures they deserve to feel. My (my biggest problem today is there is so much to learn and different types of people to learn from and I will Wright  more about this if I get any feed back on this)
She eventually met a really nice guy that had lots of money   and was looking to treat her good! I heard her bregging to her girl friends about him so as the other girls left she started telling g me that I have to be full of shit because very few guys can even barely get her off, she loves power over them but wants to be  taken in many ways and brought to the point of orgasms that leave her eyes rolling in her head falling to the floor after trying g to go to the bathroom cause she is e exhausted.  She wants to know why I tell these stories  but she can't find a guy to, Anyways the point is she eventually told me truth, the she loved me and the truth was I loved her , but she scared me so  much I gave up the chance to have a sex life with a woman who's  sex drive is so Intense that every orgasm she learn she would be dreaming all day about the next orgasm lasting  longer, stronger, with her intensity being g so aroused with confidence that fucking her, dick  would feel it's in a vise grip ! I  have always  loved showing woman that have been disappointed by men And show them what they capable  of,  but I was terrified of her I was terrified of disappointing her so I made her believe I wasent interested,( thinking things would just stay the same)  they live all over the world but I was driving last summer and at a intersection she walks out in front of my car and tells me exactly how she  felt!!  My biggest drive sexually is to make a woman have an amazing time if it rough, romantic, or whatever, but I stuck going in circles, I should of been man enough to rake her and give her all that she demanded I'm on this site for the site pleasure reason I love a sexy feminine  body with a dick or no dick, I want to have to get to k ow you and when we're ready have the time 9f our lives, I want to give up my dominance or control and be a mindless sexual  toy. I have a great body as long as I'm your type and I'm eve a little shy at 1st cause every stories is different but that doesn't mean it's ever a lot down, I live to laugh. I'd like to think k I'm fussy as I'm hopi g the the person who has e pe station from me wants me cause there attracted not just cause no one else is near, I want to learn to live on the other side maybe even love, but body hair I live a famine body even mus ular is sexy just  smooth and lady like, clean  , mentally gave huge e expectation in apperance and skill , , I will work for the word perfect  if I'm giving a chance 



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Foryouruseonly2
Foryouruseonly2

I'm 42 years old, living in the Nanaimo region.
I'm interested in meeting a transgender person aged between 30 and 49.