read ths this is part of wht has happened 2 me ie my+ex+our relationship

I HAD KNOWN THS LADY FOR YEARS SHE HAD BEEN MY HAIRESSER FOR YEARS+YEARS ALLWAYS USED 2 HAVE A CHT WITH HER SO I ASKED HER OUT AT XMAS 2YEARS AGO SHE FELL FOR ME BIG TIME BUT WHT I DIDNT KNOW WAS HER MUM WAS A CONTROLFREAK

IN OUR RELATIONSHIP+I NEVR HADA DECEENT ADULT INTERLECTUALL CONVERSTION WITH HER MAM HER MAM NVER LIKED ME I DONT KNOW MAYBE THE SKINHEAD OR THE FACT THT I DIDNT HAVE A JOB SO ANYWAY WE STARTED THS RELATIONSHIP WE USED 2 LOOK IN THE JEWELLERS WINDOW AT ENGAGEMENT RINGS+WE TALKED ABOUT GETTIING MARRIED FAIR ENOUGH WE SPLIT UP A FEW TIMES THT WAS HER MAM STICKING HER OAR IN THIS WAS HARD WORK+THE SEX WAS NVER RIGHT SHE NVER LET ME GO DOWN ON HER WHICH WAS STRANGE 2ME COS THS LADY HAD BEEN RAPED WHN SHE WAS 22 SO THE SHE IS 28 SO THE SEX WAS A BJ OR HANDJOB FOR ME THN SEX NO TACTILE WARM BODIES 2GETHER U KINOW WHT I MEAN

SO ABOUT XMAS 07 WE SPLIT UP COS THE SEX WASNT GOING RIGHT I WANTED MORE SHE ALSO HADA COMPLEX ABOUT HER ASS SO HAD A ARGUMENT ABOUT HER ASS SO SHE SAID LEAVE UR KEYS+GO SO I DID GOT ATEXT CME ROUND FOR UR STUFF SO I DID I I DID NOT SPEAK 2 HER 2WEEKS+IN THT TIME SHE FOUND HER MAM HAD CANCER IN 1OF HER KIDNEYS I DID NOT KNOW 2BELIEVE THS OR NOT SO I WENT BACK 2HER AFTA 2WEEKS THS IS WHN I THINK THT PLAYED ME LIKE A PUPPET SO HER MAM GOT WELL THN 1NIGHT IWAS AT MY HOUSE IG TOA FONE CALL SHE HAD BENN OUT WITH HER FREIND JENNY WHO,S HUBBY IS LOADED ANYWAY THS FONECALL WHICH CONSISTED OF I HOPE I DONT GET BORED OF U NICE EH SO I WENT ROUND THE NEXT DAY+ASKED ABOUT IT SHE SAID IT WAS NOWT SO IN THS TIME HAD SPLIT UP HAD NOS EX THN GOTBACK2 GETHER AGAIN

WE WERE HAVING SEX THS TIME MY DAD HAD NOT BEEN WELL SINCE JAN 07 HE HAD LOST WEIGHT+WAS HAVING FALLS THS WAS HORRIBLE I HAD STOPPEDA T MY MAMS HOUSE FOR TEA 1NIGHT +HE HAD FALLEN IN2 THE BATHI COULD NOT PICK HIM UP ON MY OWN SO IRANG MY SISTERS HUBBY FOR HELP SO WE GOT HIM UPSTAIRS WHEN MY DAD TOOK HIS CLOTHES OFFF THT HAD GOT WET COS THWRE WAS REMIANS OF SHOWER WATER IN THE BATH I SEEN HOW MUCH WEIGHT MY DAD HAD LOST I WENT DOWNSTAIRS IN2 THE KITCHEN+CRIED MY DAD WHO WAS MY STEP HAD EPLISEPY+SLEEP ACNIIA

MY DAD HADA FALL AT MY MAMS HOUSECUT HIS EAR ON THE TABLE WHN HE FELL IT WAS ABOUT 11:55 SO WE DECIIDED 2GET THE DOCTOR OUT THE NEXT DAY SO THT DAY MY DAD STAYED IN BED WE RANG FOR THE DOCTOR THE DOCTOR CAME SAID UR DAD HAS JAUNDACE THE DOCTOR ASKED DO U THIN HE NEEDS 2 GO2 HOSPITAL WE SAID YES HE DOES SO WE WAITED 4HOURS FOR A AMBULANCE 2 TAKE MYDAD 2HOSPITAL THY CAME +PUT HIM IN THE AMBULANCE I WASSTOOD ON THE FRONT OF MY MAMS HOSUE LOCKING THE DOOR CRYING SO THY TOOK MYDAD 2 HOSPITALHE WENT IN ON THE TUESDAY DID TESTS ON HIM THY TOLD US ON THE WEDNESDAY HE MAY HAVE CANCER

I DIDNT REALLY HEAR OWT FROM MY EX I WENT ROUND+STOPPED ON THE SAT NIGHT HAD 2 BOTTLES OF WINE CRYEDA LOT MY DAD WAS ONA WARD WITH OTHER PEOPLE HE WAS DOING OK WE THOUGHT HE WAS GONNA GET WELL+COME OUT OF HOSPITAL+BE FINE BUT THY TOLD US ON THE WEDNESDAY ME+MY MAM+MY SISTER+MY SISTERS HUSBAND THT HE HAS GOT LIVER+CANCER+IT IS SPREADING HE WILL DIE VERY SOON HE WAS 65 HE HAD BEEN RETIRED 3MONTH HE WAS A LOVELY MAN HE WOULD DO ANYHTING FOR UVERY INTELLIGENT HE USED 2WATCH COUNTDOWN+MASTERMIND WE USED 2 WATCH OUSE+CSI 2GEHTER+CHT ABOUT AFTA

SO THE DAY AFTA WE HAD BEEN TOLD HE HAD CANCER MY EX RANG ME AT 6:O5 I WAS IN THE TELLY ROOM AT HOSPITAL WATCHING SIMPSONS LOL I WASQUITE CURT ON THE FONE 2 HER I TOLD HER THY HAD TOLD US HE WAS GOING 2 DIE SHE SAID ORR IM SORRY IM GOING DOWN THE TOWN ON THE PISS SAT+SUN NIGHT NICE EH MYDAD DIED THT NIGHT AT ROUGHLY 8:30 I WASNT THERE I WAS GETTING A SARNIE OUT OF THE SHOP MY+SIS+HER HUBBY+MYMAM CAME DOWN IN THE LIFT +TOLD ME FEL OVER WITH SHOCK IN THE CORRIDOR

SO I PICKED MYLSF UP+WENT UP THE LIFT WITH MY FAMILY WE WERE ALL STOOD AT THE END OF THE WARD MYSIS SAID 2ME U HAVE2 GO SEE HIM DOU WANT ME 2COME WITH U I SAID NO I HAVE2 DO THS ON MT OWN TIME FOR ME 2MAN UP+TAKE IT SO I DID I WALKED THT CORRIDOR DOWN2 MY DADS ROMM CRYING MY EYES OUT WENT THE ROOM HELD HIS HAND+TOLD HIM I LOVED HIM I TEXTED MY BEST M8 HE CAME+PICKED ME UP FORM THE HOSPITAL I SAID 2 MY FAMILY I M GONNA STAY AT HIS HOUSE FORA FEW DAYS SO I DID THT NIGHT IWAS JUST IN SHCOK MY BEST M8 SAID HE REALLY DIDNT KNOW WHT 2SAY OR ACT+HIS GF WAS SOO GD 2 BIG SHOUT OUT 2 MY BEST M8 U HAVE BEEN MY ROCK+KEPT MY FEET ON THE GROUND SO ANYWAY I STOPPED AT MY M8,S HOUSE WENT 2 SEE MY MAM+FAMILY DURING THE DAY THN ON THE SUNDAY NIGHTAT ABOUT 12:30 I GOTA FONECALL OFF HER IVE BEEN OUT ON THE PISS+HAVENT PULLED SO SAID SO WHT UR GOODLOKKING SOW HT UP WITH THT THN 10MINS LATER SHE RANG AGAIN IM LONELY THERES ONLY ME+THE CAT

SO THERE SHE IS THROWING MEA ROPE AGAIN I DIDNT BITE+GO ROUND I STAYED AT M,8S HOUSE SO SHE RANG ME ON THE MONDAY WE HADA BIG LONG CONVERSTAION OF HOW I DIDNT WANT 2 BE HER FREIND COS SHE WASNT THERE FOR MEAT ALL WHN MY DAD DIED SHE DIDNT EVN COME2 THE HOSPITAL ONCE 2SEE ME OR MY FAMLY+I LOOKED AFTA HER WHN SHE HAD A STOMACH ULCER FORA WEEK NICE EH SO WE CREMATED MY DAD HARDEST DAY OF MY LIFE AL I DONE WAS CRY BUT WE HADA GD WAKE I HADA BOTTLE OF WHISKY LOL

MY EX SENT PIZZAS+TAXIS ROUND 2 MY HOUSE THT NIGHT FUCKING NICE EH SO I DIDNT REALLY HERE OWT FROM HER THN 2WEEKS AFTA GOT A FONE CALL ON THE THURSADY NIGHT U WANNA COME ROUND 2 SEE ME SO I DID+IN THE SOACE OF 2HOURS HE PULLED ME2 BITS IT UR SUING UR DADS DEATH AS A EXCUSE HMM A EXCUSE FOR WHT I DONT KNOW U NVER GOT A JOB WHN WE WHERE 2GETHR NOT FOR THE WANT OF TRYING SO I LEF THT NIGHT WENT HOME WOKE UP THE NEXT DAY THOUGH RIGHT NO1 SPEAKS 2ME LIKE THT CHANGED MY HOUSE+MOBY NUMBA MY MAM FONED ME+SAID SHE RANG HERE TWICE ONCE ON THE FIR+ONCE ON THE MON SHE TOLD HER WHERE 2 GO SO THS IS PART OF MY LIFE IM DOING OK BIG SHOUT OUT 2 ALL WHO KNOW ME MASSIVE HUG AS FOR THE EX I HAVENT OR HEARD ANTHING

FROM HER BEST WAY SO IF SHE DOES SEE+ME +COME UP2 ME ILL JUST SAY DONT BOTHER UR ONLY WATING UR ENERGY I PERSONALLY THINK SHE IS A NASTY SELFISH PERSON WITHA SPILIT PERSONALITY OH CHECK THS LAST INSULT OUT WAS HAVING SEXS ONCE WITH HER SHE SAID IM BORED COS UR COCK IS2 BIG+IT SMAKING ME SORE+HAVENT COME QUCK ENOUG+ONCE WHN SHE WAS GIVING ME A BJ RIGHT IM BORED NOW FUCK OFF+THE NIGH I WENT 2SEE HER WH SHE PULLED MY 2BITS 2HOURS SHE CAM OUT WITH IVE ONLY GOTA 20%CHANCE OF GETTING PREGNANT COS WHN IWAS RAPED I HIT HE BOTTLE+PICKLED MY OVARIES BUT THTSW HT COUNSELLLING IS FOR SURELY ISNT IS BUT I REMBER WHN WE WERE 2GETHER SHE THOUGHT SHE WAS PREGNANT SO I THINK SHE LIED 2 ME ABOUT THE 20%PERCENT THING ANYWAY A AMSSIVE SHOUT OUT 2 ALL HWO KNOW ME+THOSE WHO DONT+MY FREINDS +FAMILY U KNOW

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