after two years of provera, and some herbs, i am a 38b, not good enough for this girl, then i found a doctor who put me on hormone replacement treatments, the patch, at 10.00 per month, i spoke with some of the girl who are doing the treatments, they say its the best way to go, that in 6 months time ill note some real growth, in my breasts and booty, and softer skin, and soft voice, now i started these treatments, the 15 of june, so by the end of the year, i ll be looking alot more fem, and have a girly figure, all these things important to this girl, i ve noted when doing the provera, some of the depression, of a life time, over being a girl, yet cursed with this thing between these hot sexy legs, i just cant afford to have it removed, as id like, but the depression is slowly going away, life may just be worth living after all, since ive tryed already to end it all, twice, and failed both time, now if i could just find a loving, caring, guy who can love me, care for me, respect me and treat me as the woman i truly am. life would wonderful for this girl. down exciting and happier. i am already buying blouses that will show off my new breasts and clevedge, that this girl will flash under every ones nose. i am proud to be a woman, and home owner of 10 acres, that i would love to share with the right guy, who would understand what this girl goes thru daily, as looks, and body, and the what i call narrow minded people, who will just never accept us trans women, and all the talk behind ones back, i do wish we were accepted alot more, by everyone, after all we are just being ourselves, and what feels so damn right and natural to me, as a girl, like going hairless totally, just feels so damn right and natural to me, as the tuck n hide, in fact its uncomfortable any more for that curse thing to be hanging, you girls know what iam talking about, shame i cant find a boyfriend soon so he may share in the girl becoming a woman, besides i could use someone sucking my breasts, to help them grow, but i got a breast pump that will work also. i plan to take pics every month, so all can see the results, of me becoming a woman,
kisses baby,
miss robertajean
ps miss robertajean is what the guys call me, it just kind stuck
