an evening with sir

8:12 pm Tuesday, 30th September, 2008

slaveandhersir

after having to postpone our last meeting due to you breaking your rib i can't help being a little apprehensive that you are well enough to make our rendezvous this week ..........saying that i am nervously excited as the week progresses...........hoping that you don't have to cancel ...............i have packed a bag with everything you requested i put in and some things you hadn't asked for ............yet again you have made requests of me when asking me what i will be wearing ....."when i take off your skirt and top i expect to see a black bra a black thong and stockings and heels !" your tone makes me realise there is no argument over this .....i will wear what you have asked for

i have chosen my clothes with care they dont scream sex but do say i have thought of you when i dressed for this meet....of what you want ...........
its wednesday morning and my stomach again is in knots.......... in a few hours i will be seeing you ....the day is going so fast ..maybe too fast ......ive checked and rechecked my bag making sure ive left nothing behind so i don't anger you ........my forgetfulness is something that frustrates you ................i know that and try so hard not to antagonise you .......only pushing my luck as far as i dare

its that time the children are gone again and this is my time to prepare for my master ..........laying soaking in a hot bath wondering what lies ahead........im running late but whats new .....i speak to you briefly as i finish applying my make up....... taking care to look good for you..........you ask me..... "why are you not on your way yet?"........" i will be leaving soon sir"............" theres nothing to hold you back get in your car and drive to the hotel .....NOW"

my bags are in the car .....i'm grabbing last minute bits .......locking my house and then jumping into my car.............taking a deep breath i start my car heading for yet another part of our journey

music blaring in the car............. windows down........ i head up the motorway .............a smile on my face only you and i could understand .....passing motorists oblivious as they head homeward or to appointments they have made ........ the appointment i am going to is definitely not the kind you have every day............... theres always an underlying excitement and nervousness when i am driving to see you ........the day that feeling goes away i know its time to stop chasing my fantasy.........but today isnt that day

we speak intermittently on the phone during my journey......... ..you are already at the hotel and asking me "are you hungry?"...........my mind wanders back to that first weekend ...yes im hungry .............but not for food ........im hungry for your attention .....to feel how i did before as you took control of everything including my body..........
i arrive at the hotel............. the last instructions you gave me were "call me when you arrive .........i will pass you the room key through the window......... let yourself in and i will take over from there"..............you know i will be on edge and feeling as though im stepping into the unknown yet again

my hand is on the door handle......... i push the door slowly open .....hesitant....the room is in darkness ..i try to adjust to the difference to broad daylight....the room appears to be empty but i know you are there waiting for me......

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slaveandhersir
slaveandhersir

after over half a year of having this profile and due to sir leaving the uk i have had to say a fond but sad goodbye to him and all this profile relates to UPDATE 130309