At the end of 1994, I was given very good advice in a loving and caring way from someone who I love and care for as the best friend anyone could ever wish for.Though my absolute and complete utter stupidity I ignored this advice and my so called life has been he'll on earth ever since.My advice to all of you out there is this;When someone cares for as much as this person cares for me, and the give you good advice in a caring and loving way then for heavens sake take or risk losing happiness in your life for ever more.I am now just another lost soul in a he'll of my own making.I freely admit that I am in this mess due to my own stupidity.
