Obviously I enjoy being a CD. I think I should do some more pics though because I don't think that they do it justice. The pics of me in the red outfit were taken by my then girlfriend and although it was a wonderful night I didn't get to dress or prepare properly. I had recently divorced and hadn't yet got a place of my own at that point so I wasn't really in a position to go all out in my dressing up.
If I'm going to do it properly, as I truly enjoy, then it takes a little time.
To begin with, it's bath time. That involves shaving myself as smoothly as possible, all over. I shave most of myself at the sink but there's a singular thrill to laying out in the bath to shave my legs. Stretching one up into the air and stroking the razor delicately up my calves and thighs. Once out of the bath it's time to rub in some baby lotion. Making my skin all the smoother. Underwear is next. I have many knicker and bra sets and most of those have a matching suspender belt, as close a match as I can find anyway. If I'm going to go the whole hog and attempt to appear fully female then I have to hide my excitement somehow. I use a pair of old tights to tuck myself away. It's a bit intricate. Cutting the waistband off, then cutting a leg at each end, threading the waistband through the leg and finally slipping it on like a pair of panties. Pulling it up and trying to discreetly hide my likely arousal. That done, the chosen underwear covers it up nicely and the feminine anatomical lines are delightful to see in the mirror. Then the bra and suspender belt go on. At this stage I should apply some tape to my ample breast forms before I put them in my bra, I don't usually go that far but if I need them not to fall out at some stage then it's a necessity. Now the stockings. Like all CD's I find this part particularly pleasant. Sitting on the edge of the bed and sliding my smooth legs into them one by one. Knickers in or knickers out? Should the straps be on top or underneath? That depends on whether or not I'm hoping to be a naughty girl or not. I invariably slip the straps under my panties. I'm such a slut. lol
Outfit next. What to wear what to wear? I take great joy in matching my outfit to my underwear. At least to some degree. That's just a part of how I dress even when putting on normal clothes I like to be colour coordinated if I'm trying to look reasonably smart. Although when wearing masculine clothes the underwear doesn't matter because who's going to be looking at that anyway? I have skirts, tops and dresses in various styles although I think I could do with a few more dresses. So after eventually deciding what to wear I'll slip into a dress or whatever and then pick the shoes.
I have a suitcase full of shoes but I really like the look of courts or maybe something strappy. I have various colours and styles though. Mostly I wear up to a three inch heel but I'm not a fan of anything blocky. Platforms? Not if I can help it.
Then it's time for the serious business of hair and makeup. Most often I will just leave my hair to dry naturally so it goes super curly and leave it at that. I have grown my hair long for years so don't wear wigs. Sometimes I'll try putting it up with hairgrips, trying different styles out.
Makeup. I try to keep my makeup subtle, I'm trying to acheive an alluring look of natural beauty not look like a sex robot. I often work the same way with the makeup as I do the rest, keeping it somewhat colour coordinated. Trying to get colours which compliment each other as well as my natural colouring and the outfit.
I use foundation but I don't think I have the best colour for my skin just yet, I should buy some more I think. Obviously I start there though. A few blobs here and there and then gently smoothing it in. Down to the neck area, blending it in so it doesn't look like a facemask. Or hoping it doesn't anyway.
Eye makeup next which is a chore because I need specs to see what I'm doing but I still enjoy doing it just right. When it goes well I get a little buzz out of the effect. A plash of colour across my eyelids, maybe a few different colours, it depends. Then eye liner and mascara. Trying to blink in the right place so my eyelashes sweep over the brush and I don't poke myself in the eye. 🙂
A little rouge on the cheekbones, blended in to give the appearance of a slight blush and then a little lippy. Carefully going around the contours of the top lip and then working it into the bottom lip by smudging them together as if in preparation for a kiss. A quick blot with some tissue.
Finally it's time to paint my nails, enjoying the sight of each finger being transformed into a vision of (hopefully) feminine loveliness and done.
The icing on the cake would be a splash of jewellery. A string of pearls or a little chain, a pair of clip on ear rings and maybe a little bracelet and I'm ready at last.
Ready to have my lipstick smudged for a start.
