Went to a wedding as a bridesmaid left being looked at as if I was a monster

1:51 pm Saturday, 7^th April, 2018

I went to my friends wedding 2 days ago I was a bridesmaid she choice my dress and when I tried it on in front of her it showed all of my scars I didn't feel comfortable and if I applied makeup to cover them it would of stained the dress she said it was the perfect one and np one would care or look twice at me

Not was I wrong

Everyone stated at me at the church and the priest gave me a hug and apologised then gave me a number of domestic abuse helpline

Then at the photos the groom told the photographer not to take any photos of me as he didn't want a freak in his wedding album I went to go home sliencely at this point but the bride my friend actually slapped her husband around the face saying how rude he was being she kept begging me to stay

At the do afterwards I had a old lady come up to me and ask why o showed up in such a dress that showed such ugly marks and suggested that I take my hair down to cover my neck as no one wants to see marks of that nature

I didn't realise that someone had been taking photos of me and plastered them all over the web and god knows where else

The girl with the whipped back and permanent rope burn neck and the word whore carved into her arm looks well ugly 😂😂😂

Is the the kinkyist bitchin the world or just some push over bitch who couldn't stand up for herself

This is how the world sees me my friend apologised over and over again this morning when she saw the photos they was uploaded by her husband

Loads of comments from the wedding party alot of them calling me a freak and a monster

Others saying how much they would love to do me and add to my collection thibking this is all done from sex

But it's not and no I'm not a monster or a freak I am a young women who had a horrible childhood and made the mistake of jumping into the first bit of affection I was showed which turned out to be abusive

Laugh all you want call me a monster or a kinky bitch words don't hurt me some people need to grow up and realise they are no longer on the play ground xxx

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	6:58 pm Tuesday, 10^th April, 2018 Joboy2017 It is easy to comment, judge and jump to conclusions when you don't know the person. We all do it. I try not to. You are already strong, in that you wore the dress. It is YOU and your thoughts tha matter. 👍🏾
	10:27 am Thursday, 12^th April, 2018 Bbcldn Hey Hollx, Keep your head up lady, and remember " Haters gone hate, and Potatoes gone potate! " People will always try to justify their criticisms, fears, and general ass holiness, when they don't understand, and or take the time to understand something. You know you, that's what counts.
	2:39 pm Thursday, 12^th April, 2018 Raffiano2012 Holly you are a light shining in the dark. Don't let others tell you what you are not, you are "superwoman" in my eyes.. hats off to you for being "you" and rising above all the pain & hate. x
	10:47 am Saturday, 14^th April, 2018 Andrewyk03 Some people are so shallow, go and enjoy life x
	12:34 am Sunday, 15^th April, 2018 alexblank345 I'm so sorry that you had to endure all that. Keep your head up high xx
	11:03 am Sunday, 15^th April, 2018 realduddde not going to tell you that you are beautiful or ugly but surly you give way more weightage to others opinion than your own. Its your life all its matters is you and your opinion.
	11:04 pm Sunday, 15^th April, 2018 Hornym7912 What we look like on the outside shouldn't matter to any decent people. It is what is on the inside, our personalities and our heart that matters. The husband in your post does not deserve the happiness life has not your friend as his wife. You on the other hand have more bravery and courage than those guests put together. I applaud you for showing the adversity you did
	9:56 am Monday, 16^th April, 2018 RobertMac1986 Sorry you had to go through that. But you got through it and survived so keep that in mind. And F all those idiots, that are judging you when they don't even know you.

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