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About Biancaa, how I came to be me

11:42 am Monday, 19th February, 2018


Hi all I'm a 34 year old Cross dresser who as far as I can remember have loved girl/women's clothes, despite trying to give up dressing up multiple times throughout my life I always come back to it. I have lived in 3 states NSW Perth and (now) QLD and have dressed up varying from once in 6 months to every day for months on end I don't understand why  or what makes me decide to dress up but it just keeps coming back. 
My first time I remember dressing up was when I was 8 or so living in Sydney was home alone one day and found my way into the garage where we had a bag of old clothes that I found my older sisters old school skirt and some other things that I paraded around the house in until someone returned home and I hid the skirt in the roof to wear next time I got a chance, this happened a few times until I moved to live with my mum in Newcastle. while living with my mother in Newcastle I would sometime get into her closet and wear her dresses until they stopped fitting me around 16 and I didn't dress up again until I was about 22 when I moved out of home.
        I bought some stockings a dress, high heels and a sex toy thinking that what I was doing meant I must have been gay I enjoyed this on and off but still didn't want to go out dressed up and was very confused about my sexuality for a couple of years not knowing if I liked men or women I kind of  liked both depending on how I was dressed and after nearly getting caught a few times I decided to move to Perth.
      For a few years to really explore the Crossdresser side of me away from family and really enjoyed my time over there  dressing up very often and found a website about cross dressing which I first gave myself a girl name  as my first name starts with B Iand I knew a couple of really nice Bianca's growing up. I met a few CD's in person while living in Perth and dressed up with them and decided I wanted to meet a man for a sexual experience as I was very into my "Toys" at the time. This didn't happen, but I knew I wanted it so when moved QLD I started looking into it and unfortunately the websites I found were heavily UK dominated and only really spoke to people in the UK for 2 years until I was drunk one night and stumbled across this site. Been here a week and have already found some interest.



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3:03 am Thursday, 30th August, 2018

Great story babe

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