How many of us get erotic messages every day? And...no... I don't mean... the normal dirty messages.....
I mean highly charged erotic messages and emails that leave you .... aching for the very content to be true....your skin almost craving to be touched by those hands that composed and sent the messages...
Once ....not so long ago ...in a different time and space....I received almost daily... highly erotic emails and messages from someone........
The only problem was.....they were not from my then partner... which left me confused as to how to deal with them.... how to respond.... in what manner to reply.... what to put... imagining that anything would be seen as encouragement...
Rightly or wrongly... at the time.....I did nothing....instead choosing...never to tell my then partner... and I guess deleting them as they came.....it seemed the best course of action....
Time passed... and the person who was central in my life then.... is in my life no longer...
And the erotic messenger.... now is! One of the funny turns of fate...
The messages sent were lost in the folds of time.... along with those my then partner sent... which I kept and later destroyed....
But sometimes.... fate keeps safe objects as it does people....and yesterday... sorting through my personal stuff... several disks appeared on which I discovered...
A history of erotic messages.... very erotic...
This person who was not in my life could only imagine what it would be like to be with me.... they dreamt of touching me.... smelling me.....tasting me...
And the fact that I was with someone else heightened their senses....made it real in their head... so that the fantasies written down.... were so detailed...
They never thought for one moment any of those things would come to pass.... They never thought that they would hold me....touch me in places they longed to...but were being touched by hands not theirs...
Soft lips in their mind kissed my naked body from top to toe....
a moist tongue....explored dark wet places that tasted of heaven...fingers probed and hardness pushed inside...and these dreams to him....were never going to happen....
He never for one moment imagined that anyone would let me go once they had me...lol...
So we sat....and read through those messages....devoured the emails.... enacted out his fantasies.... for real...
Something else became apparent.... that out of the messages came.....not just eroticism.... but warmth....and humour...
And to fill your life with those people....who make you smile... who make you feel good inside... who make you feel special and unique and different...just by a few words on paper....or in an email...
Are those you want....those you need... those you crave in your life....
And the highly erotic.... hair standing on end..... spine tingling messages....
I am still getting daily....
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10:29 am Friday, 30th December, 2011
hiya laurra
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