"I could be anything
But for the faults that I've acquired on my way
We
We were the end of it
But now we see the sun shining in our face
We see the sun shining in our face"
Back with a blogging vengeance. This song suits my life as of late. The past year has gone by in a buzzing haze. To be honest, I barely remember most of what happened because I was buried up to my head with work. My self imposed hiatus has affected my social interactions, not to mention, significantly limited new adventures. But hey, it ****ay I feel like a brand new person who was snapped back to life abruptly. Like a junkie who got their fix after crashing down hard. It's liberating and exhilarating to feel the blood pulsating through one's veins yet again. So self aware and con****ious about my totality. Yet so unfeelingly detached because reality is a constant and looming **** beneath the bubble cloud I find myself floating in.
Sexual release of the highest form magnifies all the things missing in my life. Having had an out o****ody encounter that allowed my soul to wander while my physical being tries to register what just happened is nothing sort of magic. No more sleeping at the wheel for me, I'm dick drunk and loving life. The most awesome thing is, I found out that there's someone out there who's more awkward than me! I hit the fucking jackpot, pun intended.
"That I was in a daze I was losing my place
I was ****reaming out at everything
Waiting for the walls to come down
Before my moments starts to fade
But everything that's perfect falls away"
