To B or not to B.That is the question.
Hitherto Bondage was a step toward a socially conditioned destination. Glorifying Venus it's objective.
Some deep undercurrent shifted beneath the glacier I inhabited. Pillars crumbled and I emerged a full person.
A master of my own fears. Utterly denied all desired and needs. A crucible of angst which forged a rock. Domination.
I was early thirties.
Domination is not the destination. It is the path, the transport, the gate, key.
It is an element.