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It's All Over.......

9:18 am Thursday, 16th November, 2017

I have decided to stop treatments and my transition, for the last couple of months I have just lost all interest in continuing this path... I have so far been met with rejection from family, loss of what I thought were good friends and negative looks whenever I go out of the house... It's been an incredibly depressing and lonely road and at the end of the day when I look in the mirror I still hate what I see... I have come to terms with the fact I'll never be who I always wanted to be and I feel it's time to move on... if you got this far thanks for reading...



Comments
11:12 am Thursday, 16th November, 2017

Oh no. You are beautiful. Be strong xx

5:31 pm Thursday, 16th November, 2017

Please be strong hunni and reconsider your decision, getting bad vibes from people will surely make you sad, in the long term you may regret this and always wonder what if? You a look a lovely girl and I really wish you happiness in the future. X

7:57 pm Thursday, 16th November, 2017

Stay strong , you deserve it , and most of all be proud of who you are xx

9:37 pm Thursday, 16th November, 2017

Hi Chelsea,
i just realized how stupid was my previous message i sent to you before reading your story here! i was only joking but at the wrong time i suppose so i'm sorry!!!
What you wrote above is so sad that made my eyes watering...
I do perfectly understand what you going through due to narrow minded people around you, which includes friends, family and relatives..
That is very common when you borne and leave in a small town; you can scream,cry,kick, pull and push...you wasting your time..! is like racing against the wind! is very rare to have parents that support your ideas,your natural feelings and what you really want to be. 
I' m saying this to you because it is exactly what happen to me! I was borne many years ago in a small island and at some point i had to leave in search for freedom..
Hey i have to go now, but if you feel like chatting i can give  you some ideas on what you could do in future..but i tell you this: who you are is evolving inside you and, no matter what you'll do or where you'll be, you wan't be able to stop it..!
Thanks for reading...

10:47 pm Thursday, 16th November, 2017

Hi Chelsea, don't give up babe, be strong and prove your doubters wrong, you are gorgeous inside and out, I hope you find the courage to continue your brave journey, good luck, I'm here if you want to chat xxx 

12:18 am Friday, 17th November, 2017

Please be strong and what ever you decide at this moment in time is the right one. You can always start again in the future. Please believe you are perfect just as you are. You have a long road ahead of you and it will be filled with happiness and love what ever you do. Big hugs and love.xx

11:42 am Friday, 17th November, 2017

I wish the world would take a step back an let people be whom they want to be less judgemental an more free spirit.... I hope you find ur way one day beautiful xx

5:40 pm Friday, 17th November, 2017

Don't let people put you down you are very beautiful follow your heart x

8:50 pm Friday, 17th November, 2017

Hey Chealsea, Sorry to hear you’re journey has stalled & you’re so low.
If it’s any conciliation, to me you’re you’re a beautiful goddess, the figure of perfection & make this place worth coming back to.
I hope you find you happy place.
Message me if you need a friend xx

11:17 pm Friday, 17th November, 2017

No! Poor girl, you are so pretty and so open. I think you are a beautiful woman. I hope you are not in too much pain Chelsea xx

11:19 pm Friday, 17th November, 2017

Hi Ebs, Like others, I am gutted to hear about your decision. But take a moment and then at some point I will be glad to invite you here, and take you out as Ebony, to show it doesn't always have to be this way. Sure, things are hard in the beginning. But they will also improve. And I have gained more than I have lost.
Take care and love you lots,
Kate Xxxxxxxxxxxxxxxx

5:43 am Saturday, 18th November, 2017

im so sorry to hear that your journey in life is not going as planed but everybody life is not a bed of roses just now you have good friend on hear some silent some not & your friend or so call friend where not friends at all in life you will make more friends who will love & like you for you ¬ what some people want you to be, be true to yourself & be happy for you xxxxx😘

1:14 pm Saturday, 18th November, 2017

Take a deep breath, think some happy thoughts, then decide who you want to be
In a single moment, a decision will determine your future path, you have youth and courage

6:39 pm Saturday, 18th November, 2017

So sorry to hear your current plight and such a shame you family and friends can't be there for you when you need their support most. I hope you keep strong and findhappiness soon xx

10:18 pm Saturday, 18th November, 2017

Hi I'm Karl,feel sad for you but maybe going through all this at a young age will in the long run make you happier.when you are older you will be a better person,content and maybe thats the person you wanted to be after all.life is challenging,but it does make you a more complete person.try zen Buddhism and meditation .take care.all the best karl

8:52 am Sunday, 19th November, 2017

That's sad too read babe but lucky you r so young & life's about timing believe I'm sure you will see the person in that mirror who you dream of seeing xx Cindy

11:06 pm Sunday, 19th November, 2017

Really sorry Hun to hear that those nearest and dearest to u have been so unsupportive ..It must be so painful for you but please take strength in all you do and the reasons for doing so .Stay positive and true to yr self cxx

1:41 am Monday, 20th November, 2017

i wish you well , ebony ...............love Linda

6:12 pm Tuesday, 21st November, 2017

Hi Ebony. 
 You must do what you feel is right. I sincerely wish you all the best.                   Hugs and kisses Jessica.x

10:04 am Saturday, 25th November, 2017

Be strong beautiful x

5:36 pm Saturday, 25th November, 2017

fuck what other people think do what you want

7:55 pm Sunday, 26th November, 2017

Hey never give up on your dreams girl, you look really beautiful to me.  rejection from family, well they are fools you stick by each other through thick and thin. and people who have dropped you are not real friends.  please don't give your dream up, its what we don't do in life that we regret.  lots of love and hope things are getting better  

6:04 pm Wednesday, 6th December, 2017

I’m sorry to hear your pain Chelsea and of those close to u rejecting your feelings also it’s times like these when u find out who your friends really are 😘 take care don’t lose faith 

12:27 pm Friday, 8th December, 2017

Chelsea, no one ever said this was going to be easy. I think you'd be fooling yourself to stop half way through. Be true to yourself. Bugger everyone else. Always here if you want to talk. Next time I see you in the chatroom I'll give you my number. Xx

2:13 am Saturday, 9th December, 2017

hey it will be ok dont let them win.xx

4:41 pm Saturday, 9th December, 2017

That is so terrible you need to be you and happy please dont give up on who you are for some horrible narrow minded people.

4:12 pm Friday, 15th December, 2017

Beautiful inside and out, don’t stop being yourself because of others, only do things because it’s what YOU want. X

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