I was too busy to actively look for a dom partner, for years, maybe 5 or even more, I've lost track, but now - looking for work means so much free time, what am I to do with myself? Start searching again, of course.
My tastes are pretty extreme, I am aware, but being aware doesn't stop me wanting. Pretending and playing and scening doesn't work for me - one, I'm a terrible actress, and two, my mind just doesn't work like that. For me, mind and body are in sync and if I don't believe, then my body sure as hell isn't going to get with the programme.
Fun and games isn't what I'm looking for. Basically? I suck at life. Really. I'm an eternal teenager in an adult body and being a grown-up is, apparently, outside my skill set. Hence, why I'm looking for a guy to take over and tell me what to do. For real. In every aspect of life, not just the sexy parts.
And hey, if you can throw a job my way too, win! Money, unfortunately, is necessary for the care and feeding of grown-ups.
I could go back to being an escort, but I'm really trying to do the respectable route so I can build up my resume. Hard times. So hard. Why is life so hard, eh?
Seriously though, I'm making light of what makes me tick - there's something in me that just wants to bend, submit, give in, just roll over and do only as I'm told. It's not a comfortable thing to be this submissive, but I've known since I was little so I've come to terms with it. Hopefully, I'll find someone who is the opposite of me, lock and key.
Been hoping for decades, but maybe this time.
There will be pictures, sometime... I'm kinda enjoying exploring the site.
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3:22 pm Wednesday, 20th September, 2017
Let meet |
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11:31 pm Wednesday, 20th September, 2017
you serious into the game? |
