We usually think there is this clear boundary between desire and lust, but can we lust after someone we desire so much that it hurts… have you ever dreamt about needing someone in your sleep, where you genuinely desire every touch, want to explore every curve….. Let me tell you about my experience…
Mine was actually this morning. Wow... I had a really incredible time. Usually I wake up before my Girl but I was so tired this morning... I was out cold. I had this intensely vivid dream that I was touching myself and it felt so amazing and real. I felt kisses on my neck and back and groggily woke up. My Girl had been touching me and turning me on for a half hour as I was sleeping. She told me I had been breathing heavily, moaning and speaking in my sleep.
I was literally trembling with excitement when I realized what had been going on, and I was rock hard. Needless to say, making love when you are half asleep is absolutely incredible. It literally felt like I was still dreaming... I could barely keep my eyes open because my vision was so blurry, but all of the sensations were intense! I was so out of it and had barely any strength in me since I had just woken up, so I let her take care of everything. (I'm usually very involved but I was just too out of it this morning) She came 7 times in 20 minutes or so... it was absolute rapture. I have never felt so excited and enthralled before. I was in this slightly dead, euphoric state at the end of it all. There is a reason why the French call an orgasm "la petite mort" (the little death).
