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On Touching and Going

5:01 pm Thursday, 9th February, 2017

Everyone's DTF and NSA. This is a hook-up site for god's sakes. No one takes anyone seriously. Or so we think. I've met more than a dozen people here. And most of them I've forgotten. Either they were forgettable or horrible. I choose to erase bad memories from the limited memory of my brain.  But few have stood out. 

One breeds dogs. All I know is a first name. He drove by at my request for several months. He told me "I'm afraid I might fall for you" and I said "Enjoy the ride." I snuck him into my house several times, my housemates have caught us. We've awkwardly laughed it out. He's given me deep out of body orgasms. And also moments of tenderness. My favorite moment was when he bought me a siopao 'coz he said I looked like I needed it. Most memorable siopao I've had. He stopped getting in touch. I erased his number. Now I've no idea where he is. I've not remembrances of him, sometimes I wonder if I imagined him and made everything up. 

The other is at sea. He's dreamboat android. Like those beautiful robot gigolos in the movie AI. Programmed with many features to please, but needs excruciatingly detailed instructions in empathy. He's not one to read between the lines,  and I know I can't put up with loving an AI. He's away at sea, and I've no expectation to see him ever again in my life. I ought to forget him, but so far, no one has burned into my imagination much like he has. Maybe it's because he's a beautiful dream. Best imagined. My memories of him feel so frustrating, short lived. But the fantasy lives we've lived in my mind help me sleep at night. 

While we are in this universe of touch and go, what do we do with the images that remain, the sensations that awaken in memory of a body far far a way? I tend to disembody them, cherish them as concepts and not as memories. But I wonder sometimes - am I a disembodied blur of feelings to someone else too?

While all of us want to get some d and v on this site, let's not forget - we are sharing bodies. Bodies that have seen, felt, dreamed, dealt with adversity, survived, thrived and lived diverse meaningful lives. We are well within our rights to touch briefly and just go. 
But with every touch, mean well. So that every time we go, heed that your physical body might have left, but your memory may (or may not) have its own life in the minds of those whose body you've shared. 

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Comments
6:53 pm Thursday, 9th February, 2017

Well written.

7:10 pm Thursday, 9th February, 2017

Woooooow

9:52 pm Thursday, 9th February, 2017

Awesome write up!! Made me miss being in love. 

11:45 pm Thursday, 9th February, 2017

Such good true words some people dont realise that their words actions and deeds might just have an effect on someone 
While i enjoy being intimate with people you must remember they are human beings and have feelings and so should be treated with total respect x

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4:36 am Friday, 10th February, 2017

I like your story.. lets make another one.. but much better and with a happy ending

5:24 am Friday, 10th February, 2017

Too many people focus simply on the physical and completely forget the intellectual, emotional, and psychological aspects of sex. Not making love, mind you, but sex. Bumping uglies with another person involves a lot of things beyond the physical. We're thinking and feeling humans, not simply horny animals. Let's treat each other with respect.
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4:27 pm Friday, 10th February, 2017

Hi sexy

4:27 pm Friday, 10th February, 2017



Hi sexy

6:05 pm Friday, 10th February, 2017

i wanna feel u ...

9:23 pm Friday, 10th February, 2017

Must say , it's to the point and well said. I also wonder if the people on this site are really genuine or just time wasters 😡. 
Quiet often we feel that people get cold feet

1:25 am Monday, 13th February, 2017

Let me guess:: Scorpio or Pisces, right? Most of the ones I know write poignant blog entries. 🙂

5:12 pm Monday, 13th February, 2017

Thanks for sharing... the part:   we are sharing bodies. Bodies that have seen, felt, dreamed, dealt with adversity, survived, thrived and lived diverse meaningful lives. We are well within our rights to touch briefly and just go.   Is a very well written mind... X Steve

3:18 pm Wednesday, 15th February, 2017

Hats off!

8:57 pm Wednesday, 15th February, 2017

hi

6:42 am Thursday, 16th February, 2017

Hmm... I can feel the words written above.Whatever we do in our lives whether good or bad. It always leaves a mark on our soul. Good deeds repair our soul and bad deeds scar them. 

3:46 am Wednesday, 22nd March, 2017

Wow !! Awesomely written .. 

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