As i try to keep the entrys coming this time i'll reflect on my 9 years as a single m after divorce and how i became a devoted wank artste.
As an amphetamine user up all night at weekends, i had the house to myself, adamant i didnt want another relationship i was to develop the art of self pleasure.
Initially it was bloe vids and the slow toss off often 3 4 times a night />
As time passed my mind began to think about times i slipped my ex's stockings on to play, and as mentioned the few exciting anal bits of fun.
I at first would go out and get hold ups, and but tiny lacy thongs, i eventually found black fishnet hold ups the most exciting mmmmmmmm
One weekend at my parents at the back of a cupboard i found a bendy latec cock n balls shaped toy, shocked me, but i thought its mine now.That night i bought some johnnys, baby oil n creams and decided to see how i got on. Now this thing was at least 9" and thick, a bit of a start, but over a few nights i found myself getting it in a little, making me feel so dirty, specially when eating my spunk with ass gaping dirty bitch
I eventually dumped the toy and over time when i got hot i used all manner of things bannanas, hammer hanles a wooden handle off a saucepan i removed was great with its shape, now and then getting a vibe or dildo from sex shops. But now and then id get guilty and clear out only to start again next week lol
I loved it id play for hours slowly building then holdinf off ass n shaven cock n balls oiled up mmmmmmm. Would make excuses not to stay out with mates, after venues to go home n play.
Had a mate stopping on and off lovley lady, but i got feelings, it was not ever gonna happen, but she was there to see me wank a couple of times, in a conventional way while she showed me her boob job tits, but i was only a normal guy for her although i wasnted to jizz all over her tits n eat it off...never happened. />
Some time later i struck up a sex sort of thing with a girl, bit of a slut i suppose, but not nast person, she was skinny as hell, her litle ass was so sexy i spent all my time likkin her ass hole, she saw me in thong for the first time, was gonna dress us both and im sure we would have had ass fuck fun....but i was not happy with a sex only thing and stepped away.
Then wehen me and the missus got together, i had to stop my fun, at first id go home but as we got closer it got hairy nearly caught a few times. She was so anti ass that its hard to believe it now me dressed in hold ups leather straps etc,,her with riding crop and ass fuckin me like a bitch..........................hope i get it again tonight, been a slut again need fuckin 012.gif"
