I often times being bullied for carrying extra pounds since grade school but overtime, i got used to it. Until i met my husband who accepted my physical physique and love me as if I'm size 0. That was the only time I felt gorgeous and sexy.
Society look at you as if your a piece of meat and should be well done, from head to toe. "Size 0 is better that size 18", that's what I usually hear. But it changed when both of us accepted the lifestyle, beauty and being sexy is beyond the size. If you feel beautiful it will come out naturally even without any make up on.