Finally back to finding out
Is it really a year since I last wrote here? Gosh.
I've had time where I wasn't able to dress and my clothes had to go into storage. This week though I finally have them out. Nothing prepared me for the overwhelming excitement I felt as I wore them again.
I'd forgotten how many lovely, cut things I had. An animal print dress felt so good as it clung to my body. For underwear I had so much to choose from nothing stayed on too long. I furiously worked my way through everything I had but ran out of time on the first night. On the second I planned to pick up where I left off but pretty much went from the beginning again. Maybe I'll use a whole day at the weekend.
I also used the wig and earrings I bought just before I put everything away. It's the first time I've really been able to wear then and it added to the feminine excitement I felt. Walking around the house felt soooo good.
I was tempted to buy more clothes but I think I need to concentrate on make up and perfume instead. I really want to get used to putting make up on and try to look as good as I possibly can.I'll upload a picture to my profile as my confidence grows.
As I walked round the house, I dreamed of somebody being able to see me dressed up and offer support; no judgments, just friendship and love. I'd really like to have friends I could talk to, dress up and play with. I mean playing innocently at this moment. I want to gain the confidence and support from people around me.
Where this will all eventually take me I have absolutely no idea. I'm determined though to enjoy the ride wherever it goes.
