What I want now ! Can I find it here ?

I’m on here to share my thoughts and fantasies. I have learned late in my life that I am a submissive male, and because of that I feel that I have missed out on some wonderful things that I now find myself dreaming about. I’m not saying that I don’t have some experiences in sex, but I find that my favorite times were the times that I didn’t initiate or take charge of what I wanted. I have to say that going out and finding someone that I would like to pick up or even date make me nervous and kind of shy. But a woman that like to take charge is a turn on for me and I would do anything she asks of me. If you read my previous blog you know I was in a swingers group where I was basically a boy toy for the wives. And would be naked most of the time. I would bartend and serve drinks as everyone would arrive, then if someone wanted me for sex she would take me to a bedroom and would do whatever I was asked. I learned I liked going down on Women and whatever else they wanted. And I thought that was normal till one woman that I really liked after we had sex asked me if I did like kinky stuff ? I really didn’t know what she was taking about. The one night when her husband was gone she asked me over and we talked, she wanted to know if I would let her tie me up ? I told her yes I would try it, so I stripped name has see watched. Then I laid down on the bed and she tied me down spread eagle. But before she did anything else there was a knock at the door, and she went to answer it. I didn’t know who it was but I could hear her talking to the woman that the door. She was text her that she left the music playing in her garage and if she would please turn it off so she can go to bed. Well it turned out that her husband was out of town also, and she apparently had nothing to do and just wanted to talk to someone. Well I guess I was going to be tied up for awhile. I heard them talking and having drinks then I her the lady that tied me up say to her that she was getting ready for bed, the other lady said ok but can she use her bathroom real quick? Oh of course you can I heard then the next thing I heard was her yelling oh no not that door has it opened and she saw me there she started laughing then the other lady showed up and looked shocked . But I guess that the neighbor was a little tipsy she walked in and sat on the bed turned the her and smiled. mmmmm! Now look at this, she put her hand on my chest and Run it down to my cock. And being young, naked and liking the way she looked at me I got hard. Now I will say this wasn’t the first time I was involved in a 3sum, but the lady that tied me up didn’t know what was going on. Her and her husband didn’t tell people that they were swingers, and didn’t want her friends to know that. But here was her neighbor and me tied up what was she going to say? But her neighbor just started playing with my cock, pulling on it hard in her hand. I couldn’t do anything I was helpless. She look down at me smiling and she said what do I have here ? A young little boy that likes to be tied up. See looked at the lady that tied me up and asked her what were you going to do with him? She stared back at her, and told her the truth about her, her husband and me being a part of a swingers group. The told her take she liked kinky stuff that her husband didn’t, and want to play with me and hope that I would like it and be her little bitch boy, and has I listened to her telling this woman what type of stuff she liked and was going to teach me her neighbor smiled and told her she was into that stuff too. And that night I learned about pegging. That night I felt something I never felt before, has I was getting my ass pegged and me going down on a strap on I felt so slutty, I didn’t want it to stop, I thought I wanted it to go all night, the more they teased me and pegged me the more I wanted it. It was the first time and sadly the lay time. The group broke up and everyone just stopped. I got married a few years later, enjoyed my vanilla lifestyle but my wife was so vanilla only liked sex one way, one day I tried to talk her into trying new things she didn’t want to and she just stopped having sex altogether. So I’m divorced and I know what I want but worried that I’m to old 😢

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