Some context and history:
This blog publication is directly related with the things I tell in my profile.
Some of you can think about me: What is she doing here? Why is she here? Why she just doesn’t go out to find a friend in a bar or at the supermarket? Really is relatively easy for a woman to find a lover in places like these, but my case is quite different. I am looking for a relationship that also includes MFM threesomes (hetero style) with my husband. Is he who in the first place wants to share me with a “friend of us”, and I want that too. Where else, out of AFF or other adult web sites, could I find that? I cannot address to a man in a bar and say: "Howdy! Would you like to start a sex relation with me that also includes MFM hetero threesomes with my husband?" See? Is the MFM thing which forces me to be here in AFF. If any of you have a better idea I would be grateful to hear.
To place the things in a context I will tell you a bit about my/our life. I married my husband more than 30 years ago, when I was 22. My husband’s best old friend became soon also my friend; he is a real good artist: drawings, oil and acrylic paintings, also a very good photographer. One thing lead to another and with the support of my husband I start posing for our friend, dressed up and nude, to the point I became his favourite model for paintings, drawings and photography. Step by step things turned hotter, and we the three started to play the MFM threesome thing in a very natural and gradual way… on a weekly basis (every Friday or Saturday in general). As my husband is not jealous when he sees me happy (is a virtue he has), also our friend and I start having separately meetings: once more in a very natural way. Never cheating! My husband always knew when I was with our friend and after, the three talked about the things we did and shared the photos he shot. At that time was my husband who developed the photos and slides at his home photo laboratory: digital photo didn’t exist yet, we also used Polaroid. At a moment we started playing some bondage, blindfolds, collar and cuffs, to some BDSM and so on. I realized I am a sub and I liked it a lot. To me, the sensation of being a sub owned and shared by two Masters who are friends is incredibly hot. Anyway, we never take BDSM things very seriously or as a way of life, but only at times as a RP to spice-up the things even more.
This relationship with our first friend lasted for about 15 years and I have very good memories, a lot of “private photos” safely stored, and also several fine paintings in the walls of our home! The rest of the paintings and some artistic nude photos of me were sold at art galleries because he is a very successful artist. One day, to progress in his artist career, he moved to another town, far from us, and the MFM relationship ended, though still we are friends (no sex, and not his model anymore).
Soon we missed the style of life we had, so we decided finding a new “special friend”. Fortunately, at this time Internet was already a fact, so we placed an ad in an adult contacts web site and found a new friend: an architect this time, also kind of an artist and a good photographer. This relation lasted only for two years, because he found a gf and we only admit single men as “special friends”. After, we had several other friends along the time, some of them just were curious about MFM and after a few “meetings” they quit (we don’t like that at all). However one of them, very attractive by the way, lasted for about 4 years! This seems to be too much time for some people nowadays. The last special friend, who also was my Master in the BDSM games, lasted for 4 months, but he returned with his former gf.
In summary, with all of them we had a great time in the threesome meetings as well as in the separately ones. About their origins, all of them were Caucasians (white people) from different European countries but living in Spain: Germany, England, Spain, France and Scotland.
So now, here we are again!, tireless, out of reach from discouragement; looking forward to find our “ultimate special friend” to start with him a long-term relationship of friendship, sex, creativity, fantasy, excitement. Life is so short and mean at times! And time runs so fast!
Aura
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5:00 am Thursday, 6th October, 2016
It is a pleasure to read a submission by someone who is literate and has full command of the language.
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10:52 pm Wednesday, 30th November, 2016
Its a wonderful thing you have and even though I am a swm and sort of dominant occasionally. I wonder if your hubby would be interested in the possibility and you too of owning a wishful and happy swm hoping to be a submissive loving servant for a couple who is happy and not too awfully serious and doesn't mind if he were another master to his wife but also switching at times and being submissive to her as well. I love the thought of being owned and under the control of a firm married male who doesn't mind lets say cracking a whip on his servant nor mind him being a dom to her in helping him, them enjoy life and sex more than ever. I really want to be for a time completely submissive to both and find the joy in dedicating my self to their comfort joy and enrichment of their lives in return for a home love and friendship companionship few have. Take me , all of me please. Sincerely Brian |
