This fantastic was the beginning of our journey.. it still is..

We met through work. We were working on a common project and were meeting on a regular basis. We were not friends or mates. Whenever there was no work we would sit silently looking out through the window or read books. I used to have these frequent and terrible headaches and body aches which at times brought personal conversations. He didn't talk much except work and I liked it. But at times he would ask about my headaches and body pains. He guessed I had emotional issues which were the causes for my physical pains. He guessed right, but I didn't say anything.

One day I asked if I could drink some vodka at his place some evening. I meant the space at his place where he worked. He had no problem with that. He didn't drink or smoke though. The next evening was planned. He offered to buy the vodka, cold drink and snacks and fruits. He brought himself a coke. That evening we conversed a little about our personal lives but didn't go into details. I took my pegs slowly and felt relaxed. During the conversation he mentioned that I should get a full body massage to get relief from my pains and that a sensual massage would be better. He also said very casually that I should have enough orgasms to settle my emotional issues. For a moment I was shocked. But didn't react. He was not talking in an indecent way and his body language was not disturbing. He was always very decent and never made any wrong move. I thought about what he said and realized he might be right. I had not had sex for about 6 months then. I said that I didn't know. He said, " Let me give you a body massage". I was shocked. I said, "No". He said, "Trust me, you will feel better and I won't get physical with you. I will give you a body massage to relieve you from the pains only." He said, " Alright then just head and shoulder massage, you can agree to that." His intentions seemed good. I was not so drunk that wouldn't understand what was happening. I was relaxed. After a long time someone was offering something selfless. I felt good somewhere within me. My instincts said he was not going to harm me and I believed my instincts. He said, "You don't have to be scared, you can trust me". Its not like I trusted every person who asked me to trust him/her but my sixth sense convinced me that I could trust him and not miss the opportunity. Somewhere within me there were needs that were not fulfilled so after a long gap I agreed for the head and shoulder massage.

He said that I don't have to feel embarrassed about anything and he genuinely wanted to help. He went to his bedroom and brought two bed sheets and a bottle of olive oil. While he was spreading the bed sheet on the long comfortable desk he said, " I am not inviting you to my bedroom because you might get scared and also the desk would be a better place to give a massage. I said that he could massage me on the sitting position too. He denied. I have to agree I was nervous, very nervous. But I didn't back off. I convinced myself to try and see. And thought if I disliked anything I will leave. He had already mentioned that I could ask him to stop at any moment and he would comply.

He asked me to lie on the desk upside down. I took a moment and did what he asked. He gave me a very soothing head massage. I was wondering what was the other bed sheet for and just then he covered me with the other bed sheet and asked me to remove my shirt. I didn't want to. He explained that he would put olive oil on my neck and shoulders so the shirt had to be removed. I couldn't say no. He held the bed sheet covering me and I removed my shirt. There I was, lying with my bra infront of a partial stranger. It was exciting in a weird way. He parted my hair and put them forward over my head. I closed my eyes and said to myself, "I just need to relax and let happen whatever happens". I couldn't relax obviously. I was nervous. I couldn't see his face so it became easier. He took some olive oil on his palms and spread it on my neck and asked me to lower my bra straps. His touch was surprisingly comforting. It felt like his touch is not new, not of a stranger and not indecent. He at first massaged my neck then my shoulders. It felt very comforting and my human desires started awaking. With very low voice he asked if i would remove my bra too as it was not letting him massage properly. I didn't say anything. Just made a voice which sounded like "ummhmm". It was neither a yes nor a no. He himself unhooked my bra and removed the strap from my shoulders. I didn't move and didn't removed the bra. It stayed below me, covering my boobs. He took some olive oil and spread it to my whole upperpaa# back. And massaged my back in an awesome way and I decided to give in. I didn't protest anything and laid there enjoying the attention on my back. I gave in. And what I got as a result was a fantastic experience. Slowly, he kept crossing the boundaries and I enjoyed it so much. Very soon my bra, jeans and panties went off. He massaged my whole back and then my feet. His hands then ran towards my thighs. And then in a very soft voice he said, "You can moan if you feel like." He removed the sheet from me and massaged my bum. Oh it was fucking awesome! I loved it like anything. The pain was mostly in that region. His hands with olive oil comforted me like hell. Although it was a fearful experience, lying naked infront of a person who is quite a stranger, something in me kept saying , "You deserve it, you deserve this attention and comfort, you have been in too much physical and mental pain for long". I moaned a lot. After comforting my back he asked me if he could massage my front. I didn't reply but turned around and kept my eyes closed. His hands did magic. Neck, collar bone, shoulders and then my boobs. He massaged like a pro. It was not indecent. But my animal mind was turning indecent. It was getting horny but I controlled. It was not my style to have sex with someone casually. It was not right. He touched me everywhere. He again massaged my feet and legs and thighs. My body needed more. It was demanding for more. But I didn't say it. I just moaned. He asked if he could give me vaginal massage followed by orgasm. Ya, he used those words! Before I could reply he added, "Its to make you feel good". I just nodded. By body was already shouting and screaming, "Yes!" And what a massage it was! He touched even the littlest Parts of my pussy and massaged me awesomely. It was slow and very very long. My pussy was dripping with juices of happiness and pleasure. When he felt my growing orgasm he did it faster and I cried in pleasure. It was a huge orgasm. I thought he would now want to fuck me. I would have accepted most willingly. But he didn't. He asked me to lie down and rest. He left the room for sometime. He returned and told me that a hot water bath is ready for me. I was both surprised and shocked. He helped me get up and walk to the bathroom. I was so relaxed after years so my body was not able to take it properly. He helped me with the hot water bath, wrapped me in a towel and brought back to the room. He sat on the chair beside me and asked how I felt. I couldn't say a word. I just went near him and sat on his lap like a baby and put a kiss on his lips. He took the kiss but didn't kiss back. I kept sitting on his lap that evening and returned home later.
It was so selfless..so caring..so amazing. After years of it, its still the most memorable day of my life and I guess its going to remain so for life. Nothing could part us since then.. We fell in love.

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