Now here's a subject that every tranny has come across in her dressing life.
I'm talking about THE PURGE.
You know, that moment in time that mysteriously strikes when you least expect it and the horror of guilt and conscience afflicts you to whisper that good boys don't wear dresses and you realise, wrongly, yes, yes, I'm a horrid human being and I shouldn't be wearing women's clothes and something like panic and self loathing afflicts you as you franticly clear out all, every single item of your wardrobe and banish it to the black bag of hopelessness meant for the local tip and proudly say "I am done with all this foolishness and lacy panties will never again encase my crotch"
Like the total plonker that you are you dispose of the bag(s) and feel very pleased with yourself then about, in my case, a couple of hours later, withdrawal symptoms begin to affect you but yet you refuse to give in, but the withdrawal and the urges and thoughts begin to grow and grow and suddenly you realise......................
I have committed the purge more times than I care to remember and I feel that it was
totally pointless, because all that happened was that I ate and ate and put on weight and felt miserable and depressed and I missed my wardrobe and 6 weeks later I am borrowing my wife's clothes again
I am once again rebuilding my wardrobe and hopefully this time I will not commit THE PURGE
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6:25 pm Thursday, 1st October, 2015
Its a drug..once taken always comes back xxx |
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9:33 pm Thursday, 1st October, 2015
You can please some of the people some of the time, but can never please all of the people all of the time.
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12:26 am Wednesday, 7th October, 2015
I think we all at time go through periods where we question our own actions and whether we are being selfish in our wantsneeds. I feel that we each and everyone have to be true to ourselves, as denying that will as best surely lead to feeling less than happy and at worst it could have somewhat far reaching serious and lasting consequences. In my opinion it's all about self acceptance.
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12:31 am Wednesday, 7th October, 2015
its a addiction had many purges ,but now have a wife who likes me dressing,so guilt not there so no more purges I hope |
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5:29 pm Thursday, 8th October, 2015
I started panty wearing years ago and tried to forget it....but now coming back I'm at my happiest img src="imagesadultemoticons008.gif" ....luv to have that ''friend'' though who would like to slip into something more comfortable and see what happens with... |
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11:02 pm Friday, 9th October, 2015
What can I say girls, my blog has provoked lots of lovely comments, and hopefully it's got others thinking about the horrible purge(s) that we foolishly carry out in an effort to seek a misguided solution to our distress.
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3:12 am Saturday, 10th October, 2015
For some of us there is no clear line. I can go for weeks without wanting to dress in lingerie but when the mood takes me I want to be smooth, dressed in silk and have a cock in my mouth faster than a roadrunner wants to stand under a falling rock. Metaphorically I usually envisage my life ending in a similar way.......oh how the family cried. I reckon I could come out as gay but cross dressing is still considered abnormal |
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6:01 am Wednesday, 17th August, 2016
Following what DenisseAustralia says, i think that if we have a partner who accepts, a companion who cares, then we can succeed in being who we are. Unfortunately, i have never found my partner and so purges come and they go and i have no idea how to stop them. My love and warmth to those of youus who have someone and my deepest admiration and respect to those who manage it alone.
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11:41 pm Wednesday, 14th December, 2016
If I had £20 for every time that I've 'purged', I'd probably be driving a Maserati now! There again, when I had to come off HRT (if I wanted to live), a year or so later, I'd gone from a 12 to a 16 (as I was now, a 'depleted' male), so, that was yet another purge. Since then, I've started rebuilding my wardrobe about 5 times since then, stopping only when the thought that I'd never really be my true self, entered my mind. We all have our own reasons for doing what we do and none of them are 'invalid'. Don't forget, it was actually genetic males, who first wore the things that women do now - with the exception of the bra. I could probably argue that point, too! Woman wears trousers, no problem. Man wears skirt, oh dear. |
